hello my prettys..how are ya's? 
i told ya's i got a thing for "curly haired" men...yum!!!! there was this dude at the Dock who had some wonderful curly hair and he was so cute...he let me play in it..luck me..eh?
my baby's father for the day is JOSH GROBAN....(singing) sexy...sexy...!!
my baby's momma for the day is LIV TYLER!!! she is so amazing and.....SHE NOT ONLY LOOKS BEAUTIFUL, BUT SHE HAS A BEAUTIFUL HEART AS WELL...SHE'S DEFINETLY ONE IN A MILLION
ok my prettys...i went to the store today to buy me some colorful weave, which i did, but when i got home and tried it..i didn't like it....i guess i'm just going to be a plain jane with my brown curly hair...i used to like to change my look, but i guess since i'm older..i like my curls
i'm going to try to go to The Dock again tomorrow night. i love going on wednesdays....plus that girl wanted me to meet her there tomorrow...i swear she's like a female pimp! i wouldn't mind dancing with her again, plus i lose mass weight from dancing!!!
MUSIC IS MY LIFE!!! for those who don't know...i've been singng and dancing...off and on since elementary. i love listening to music as well...without music i would die. i'm trying to get my self-esteem up so i can start auditioning again for dance openings because them muthafuckers are rude as hell!!! one person told me that i got the part for this one audition, but he then said that i couldn't gain anymore weight or get any darker. some dark-skinned girls couldn't even get certain parts because their skin...and these girls danced way better than me.....i wonder when will this skin color shit and this you gotta have a model's body or you ugly shit will stop?!?!?
It's horrible! In order to get ready for auditions..not only do I have to build up the confidence again to deal with these fuckers..but i'm like eating like a bird so i won't be considered big.......i can't remember the last time i had chocolate or peanut butter and i'm about to go crazy..... but what can i say??? what ever i do in life...i want music to be a part of it somehow....music can not leave me......ok...ok....im done.. 
B.S. Phrases
1. I love ________.
2. Highschool was ____.
3. I miss _________.
4. I will _________.
till next time my prettys...much love to you all....how mushy eh? but i mean it...dammit!!
i told ya's i got a thing for "curly haired" men...yum!!!! there was this dude at the Dock who had some wonderful curly hair and he was so cute...he let me play in it..luck me..eh?
my baby's father for the day is JOSH GROBAN....(singing) sexy...sexy...!!
my baby's momma for the day is LIV TYLER!!! she is so amazing and.....SHE NOT ONLY LOOKS BEAUTIFUL, BUT SHE HAS A BEAUTIFUL HEART AS WELL...SHE'S DEFINETLY ONE IN A MILLION
ok my prettys...i went to the store today to buy me some colorful weave, which i did, but when i got home and tried it..i didn't like it....i guess i'm just going to be a plain jane with my brown curly hair...i used to like to change my look, but i guess since i'm older..i like my curls
i'm going to try to go to The Dock again tomorrow night. i love going on wednesdays....plus that girl wanted me to meet her there tomorrow...i swear she's like a female pimp! i wouldn't mind dancing with her again, plus i lose mass weight from dancing!!!
MUSIC IS MY LIFE!!! for those who don't know...i've been singng and dancing...off and on since elementary. i love listening to music as well...without music i would die. i'm trying to get my self-esteem up so i can start auditioning again for dance openings because them muthafuckers are rude as hell!!! one person told me that i got the part for this one audition, but he then said that i couldn't gain anymore weight or get any darker. some dark-skinned girls couldn't even get certain parts because their skin...and these girls danced way better than me.....i wonder when will this skin color shit and this you gotta have a model's body or you ugly shit will stop?!?!?
It's horrible! In order to get ready for auditions..not only do I have to build up the confidence again to deal with these fuckers..but i'm like eating like a bird so i won't be considered big.......i can't remember the last time i had chocolate or peanut butter and i'm about to go crazy..... but what can i say??? what ever i do in life...i want music to be a part of it somehow....music can not leave me......ok...ok....im done..
B.S. Phrases
1. I love ________.
2. Highschool was ____.
3. I miss _________.
4. I will _________.
till next time my prettys...much love to you all....how mushy eh? but i mean it...dammit!!
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2. Highschool was a blur. i was drinking whiskey most of the time.
3. I miss my homies from the sg ohio group
4. I will try and be a better person for my family to be proud of.
i love you. hope that you are doing well. i'm going through all my old post back to aprill 24th so i'll be back over here a couple of time to reply to what you wrote me. see ya later