Sunday May 11, 2003

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alright
what it iz~ Feel free to check out my pics...................and now for the questionairre....

1. what's ur favorite thing to do when you get high?
2. name a girl or a guy that you would love to sex
3. choose one word to describe yourself
4. what do you think is a turn off in a guy or girl?
love love love confused
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captain_deez:
1. only been high once or twice so nothing really
2. don't know her name she was walking in Red Bank a couple weeks ago
3. difficult
4. being close minded
siobhansax:
1. I've never been high
2. Nala
3. Independent
4. Ghetto voice

Friday May 09, 2003

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alright im bored. im bored with the questionairres, but if you really want me to continue...i will. It's hard to come up with questions everyday so nothing against you all my loves. I really don't know if you all liked them anyway. By the way Elektra, are u and Nala cool?
xoxo
storm

alright i changed my mind. here's another questionaire

1. have you ever...
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koosh:
i think everyone likes to answer questionairres- most people are at least slightly narcassistic, and they allow for people to talk about themselves without feeling guilty (though sometimes i still do)

1. no
2. anything from a pig or a cow
3. dream
4. did anyone else notice that the blow-up doll is the only inanimate choice, but the other three don't seem to have much purpose other than passing time? at least the doll has something to "live" for so to speak.
daisuki:
1. yes
2. this gross cheese that smells like a vagina.
3. the entire world. my ex-boyfriend.
4. fish.

Thursday May 08, 2003

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some poetry~~~ love

you're a song
that i can't sing
you're the words
that i can't read
don't get me wrong
i love your poetry
but it's too hard
to percieve
i'll give you love
in your hand
i'll hide my flaws
from your eyes
i'll clothe you with
security
but still your song
i can't sing
it's like a hymn
from back in the day...
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elektra:
nice poem cutie! smile

1. When I'm stressed i cry...
2. Toma nd Jerry...
3. I'm shy and outgoing (it depends on my mood)
4. I regret dating a bunch of idiots
siobhansax:
1. When children die or are abused
2. Garfield
3. shy
4. heterosexual sex

Wednesday May 07, 2003

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love hello everyone. i am sorry to say that i am in a bad mood. my electric will be getting cut off tomorrow because the check that my ex sent the electric company bounced. so we may not have contact for a while unfortunately frown frown my life can be so depressing. i don't even have people that i can really run to here. my family is not...
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captain_deez:
ah! it was the cable not the electric!
alisa:
hey girl glad to see you're still on as on now. i'll miss you when you're gone frown kiss kiss kiss
stay strong and remember to stand up and be the woman that you know in your heart you can be.

1. don't know any of them personally enough to say, yet

2. an overwhelming sense of empathy the ability to see all sides of a situation before i react to it. most times..i'm only human

3. i'm starting my own vintage skateboard shop in about 8 yrs max..bank on it.

4. hmm, i always thought it was my personality but i've been getting a few compliments on my legs. i never noticed how long they were before.

email me anytime..go to the library it's free tongue
xxx
alisa

Tuesday May 06, 2003

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what it iz~~
I ate 2 candybars, a bag of Grippos, and 2 cups of pop and I am about to order a pizza...someone please stop me! Me and myC.M.B. are not together because I told him that I couldn't trust him so thanks for all thee advice you guys! kiss kiss kiss kiss
Alright is anyone on the site as much as me??? I basically get on the...
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captain_deez:
1. once but I never leave
2. 24
3. mmm...none..I'm real shy and wouldn't have anything to say then I'd feel dumb.
4. Going places, scantily clad women, nice weather (when it's not too hot), BBQ!
elektra:
1. At least 5 times a day.
2. Seventh Heaven
3. I would like to meet Catherine zeta jones
4. Going to the swimming pool! smile

Monday May 05, 2003

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ALRIGHT I DON'T UNDERSTAND MEN. I HAVE A BOYFRIEND THAT I CAN'T TRUST. HE CHEATS ON ME AND I KEEP FORGIVING HIM BECAUSE SOMEHOW I THINK GOD WANTS ME TO PUT HIS HAPPINESS BEFORE MINE. AND DO YOU ALL KNOW WHO HE FINDS SEXY ON HERE????? NALA, NALA, NALA, NALA, (SINGING HER NAME) I AM JEALOUS, BUT I LOVE NALA ANYWAY. IF I HAD THAT...
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elektra:
Sorry it's me again....another flaw i have is that sometimes i can be a total bitch to people when i'm in a bad mood and i do actually have anxiety and depression...ok i'm done nowsmile
alisa:
they're completely right. you need to take care of yourself first and foremost. no one is worth your unhappiness or the effort you say you're putting into this so-called relationship. stay strong and always remember to love yourself more. i'm not saying be conceited or treat people as shitty as you've been treated i just mean to make sure you demand the respect that you deserve.

1. not giving myself enough credit for my accomplishments and or efforts

2. not that i know of and i've always ended a relationship first before i pursued another.

3. 4

4. about a 5.9 but it all goes back to question #1

stay strong little sister and don't let anyone disrespect you.

Sunday May 04, 2003

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Alright I am chilling with my C.M.B. I am going to put up a pic of us so that you all can basically see who he is. So check this, my landlord is going to see if he can get me another job, since I lost mine. What a nice dude huh? He wasn't even mad about it. I had the spirit of fear, so...
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elektra:
1. Mountain dew is my favorite drink.
2. I would love to be Catherine Zeta Jones for one day.
3. My tits is what i would like to change (which i will in one month and a half).
4. I prefer a dog for a pet.
captain_deez:
1. Orange juice (fresh)
2. me with $
3. nothing
4. cat

Saturday May 03, 2003

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I had a hell of a herbal session last night! I'm basically still feeling the effects. Ok, fellow viewers.....can you please answer the following questions so I can get to know ya better? hmmm?

1. what's ur dream job
2. what's ur fav thing to eat
3. what's ur favorite season
4. if you got the chance to have one supernatural power, what would it...
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alisa:
hey, thanks for your post in my journal.

kiss kiss kiss

now, i know why i haven't heard from you look at all the friends on that list now. i told you you show people your true beauty and they'll be drawn to you like a moth to a flame
captain_deez:
1. Photographer
2. mm.. tacos or pizza
3. Autumn
4. invisibility

wink deez

Thursday May 01, 2003

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So I finally came to the conclusion that I am a bisexual. Although I have never been with a girl before, I feel some type of attraction. I am a Christian as well so I don't know how I am going to deal with this. What a dilemma huh? whatever confused love mad wink eeek shocked tongue surreal biggrin oink bok kiss robot puke blackeyed skull miao!!
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nala:
hey there girlie...
I was raised Christian also.,..
bi - or homosexuality is a big no no in the religion. YOu will be going to hell - apprently.
I quit the religion for many many reasons, once I grew up and realized a lot that didn't make sense to me in the book
just stick to you and what u want for yourself and don't try to be something you're not when it comes to religion. otherwise that makes u a hyporcrite.
Welcomem to the site..
elektra:
Welcome to the site i tried to message u back a few days ago but for some odd reason it didn't work i hope it will now...Did u say in ur last journal that u were u trying to lose weight? If u were the one who said that i know how and it works! Message me back if u are still trying to do that unless it was someone else...

Thursday May 01, 2003

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Dayum I am looking at Nala. love
If i had a body like that, no one could tell me shit.....
alisa:
hey, sorry to read about you losing your job
maybe it's just making room for your dream job.

glad to see you're feeling better
talk to you soon

xxx
alisa
onefoolishline:
amelie is a french movie...it's just really really really great. kind of sentimental, but wonderful all the same.

ever after is a fantastic movie too.
confused

Wednesday Apr 30, 2003

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Aright i got bad news. Ive been fired from my job! mad The only person I can blame is myself. I don't feel too bad about it becuase I have faith in God.
N-E way,
hopefully i will eat healthier today!!!! smile I feel so fat. My goal is to lose 5-10lbs. a month. I hope you guys pray for me.
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brookelynne:
ever after is the best movie...kiss
koosh:
hope you find something soon. my weight situation is quite the opposite, i've lost 20lbs since last summer b/c of going vegan, and stopping visiting the gym. good luck with your plan smile

Monday Apr 28, 2003

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alright, alright, alright, alright.....here i go again. I've been bad. I cut work today without even calling any of my jobs. Do ya'll think i can borrow some money? ??? I don't fukk becuz i am trying to wait for marriage ,but I was thinking...i don't want to get married! hmmmm........ I try to trust men, but I end up being follsh again. Well, anyway......
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siobhansax:
One day of missing work isnt too bad.... I cut work for 2 weeks, and I came back yesturday... Now I realize rent is due on the first ($400), and I have $24 in my bank account.... Oh, and if you dont wanna get married, just have like chick "roommates" for the rest of your life *wink* *wink*
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