Hi ladies and gentleman! how are you! fine??? that's right.
That post is dedicated to my ex. One and half year ago of our break up. The life is really different to me and different to her. I think every one took her way (really different ways) but I think that's the best for us. Some months ago I knew she was with a boy... and... ohhh... it always hurts! isn't it? hahahaha but I have to say one think. Yes... I suffered (and I know she suffered too) but that actions don't make me hate her in this moment. I have to accept that I want the best for her. I know I can't give her all she need or she want to... but I think I'm not that kind of man in this moment. And I know (I wish) that her actual boy will give her all she need. I really wish the best for her. Just she was the most important girl of my life. Yeah... she's to die for.
In the other hand... I'm really tired about relationships. Some many people tell me "oh Ivy, more than a year past since you break up with her... it's time to be in love! and... you're right!!" hahahaha.... I always reply "I don't telling you that I don't want to be in love... just I CAN'T to be in love". But I'm a lucky boy. I have so many things that makes me really really happy and I really feel loved. I'm loved by my music, my work, my friends, you.
By the way the things are changing fast... sometimes I feel that my life have sense when it have not sense. Yeah... I think I feel as Bukowski or something like that hahahaha.... but I think I was wild boy and it makes me to be who I am. It makes me to be Ivy Llamas.
Finally... I remember when my girl left me one song arrived to my life (yeah... it always happens! hehehe). That song is In My Head by Your Vegas. Then I listened for that song breaking my mind and my heart. Now I listen for that song with another feeling. But I have to say... as the verse says:
Yeh, I'm sorry I said.
It's just a feeling in my head.
And this feeling always be in my head.
Only I have to say her... good luck with this new travel. I was the sailor that I bring you to this port. Now you have to take another ship.
My little girl, I love you and I always said (and you know it)...
"Be a good girl... or not".
That song is for you.
In My Head by Your Vegas.
That post is dedicated to my ex. One and half year ago of our break up. The life is really different to me and different to her. I think every one took her way (really different ways) but I think that's the best for us. Some months ago I knew she was with a boy... and... ohhh... it always hurts! isn't it? hahahaha but I have to say one think. Yes... I suffered (and I know she suffered too) but that actions don't make me hate her in this moment. I have to accept that I want the best for her. I know I can't give her all she need or she want to... but I think I'm not that kind of man in this moment. And I know (I wish) that her actual boy will give her all she need. I really wish the best for her. Just she was the most important girl of my life. Yeah... she's to die for.
In the other hand... I'm really tired about relationships. Some many people tell me "oh Ivy, more than a year past since you break up with her... it's time to be in love! and... you're right!!" hahahaha.... I always reply "I don't telling you that I don't want to be in love... just I CAN'T to be in love". But I'm a lucky boy. I have so many things that makes me really really happy and I really feel loved. I'm loved by my music, my work, my friends, you.
By the way the things are changing fast... sometimes I feel that my life have sense when it have not sense. Yeah... I think I feel as Bukowski or something like that hahahaha.... but I think I was wild boy and it makes me to be who I am. It makes me to be Ivy Llamas.
Finally... I remember when my girl left me one song arrived to my life (yeah... it always happens! hehehe). That song is In My Head by Your Vegas. Then I listened for that song breaking my mind and my heart. Now I listen for that song with another feeling. But I have to say... as the verse says:
Yeh, I'm sorry I said.
It's just a feeling in my head.
And this feeling always be in my head.
Only I have to say her... good luck with this new travel. I was the sailor that I bring you to this port. Now you have to take another ship.
My little girl, I love you and I always said (and you know it)...
"Be a good girl... or not".
That song is for you.
In My Head by Your Vegas.
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luckyrabbit:
that girl, your Mona Lisa, she was lucky to have you.
polymer_boy:
Bogam S que es un gran fichaje para la web 