ivycinder

Blah. I'm having a huge image crisis. I don't know what to wear, how to do my hair. I was trying to do my makeup yesterday and I just didn't know where to start.

I was going to take some photos to update all my profile pictures, but no. Blah. I feel so dull.
I'm not being superficial. But I like dressing up, and really feel like myself when I do. Hmmmm.....
Maybe it's because of my terrible hair? It's still ridicullusly yellow, and not in very good condition, and so irrating when it's wet!!!

Arg. Another thing, due to Japan, I am so poor I now never go out, not to mention the fact that my local pub has been hijacked so I don't have anywhere to go anyway. The only thing I ever wear is my work uniform or lose clothes for housework/exercise. I can't wait to start university in sept. I can be myself everyday.
I have an interview on wednesday. I really hope I get in, having been out of education for 2 years I don't have enough work in my portfolio. But it is Suffolk College, it's nearly impossible not to get in. That is also where I did my national diploma, so hopefully if I take along my module report they can just read that. Hmmmm....

I'm having a lazy day today. Slept in. Although I've got work at 2.30 till 9.30. Then I have work again tomorrow at 7.15am. Whoop.

xx