Okay...so I took some pics of myself tonight that showed my boobies a little. 
I was a little bored and shit. As most of you know I have been losing weight slowly since I started taking my medications for my thyroid. I am starting to feel a little bit better. No way near normal. I am super depressed- emotionally-- but physically I am hoping that...
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I was a little bored and shit. As most of you know I have been losing weight slowly since I started taking my medications for my thyroid. I am starting to feel a little bit better. No way near normal. I am super depressed- emotionally-- but physically I am hoping that... Read More
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i'm just barely making it right now. i'm sick and i'm lonely and i can't breathe. physically and because i'm so freaked out. i hate this shit.
thanks guys for trying to cheer me up. i haven't eaten in a long time...i can't sleep. i don't have a job. i am really poor and i am scared to face each day. not only that but...
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thanks guys for trying to cheer me up. i haven't eaten in a long time...i can't sleep. i don't have a job. i am really poor and i am scared to face each day. not only that but...
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allied:
There is a lot of love and support on SG, even though people are miles apart and most of us never meet each other f2f. Keep getting up, brush yourself off and continue to post. We'll try to help you through this. 
friedbanana105:
i hope you get past this soon.
oh god. i am trying so hard not to feel shitty right now. i am a fucking bummer. i am not talking to my "bf" right now. I am not sure what i am doing- but i am so fucking sick of being called names and being treated badly. I just want some peace...so i hung up on him and let the phone ring for...
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earthbeard:
i know 
awesome uh?
awesome uh?
deadlyeye:
Ditch the asshole. You may have feelings for him.. but, what he is doing is absolutely inexcusable.
For what its worth.. we all love you
haha. My picture is really bad.. I have better.. but, I think that one is amusing.
For what its worth.. we all love you
haha. My picture is really bad.. I have better.. but, I think that one is amusing.
I think I update this thing too much. It's like some strange form of cheap therapy for me 
Anyways, I went to a friend's house last night...where I drank all of mr. choleraflood's guinness and met a bunch of people i've never met. I ended up getting home at 7(?)in the morning. Good times. 
And again- like I said in my last drunken journal-...
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Anyways, I went to a friend's house last night...where I drank all of mr. choleraflood's guinness and met a bunch of people i've never met. I ended up getting home at 7(?)in the morning. Good times.
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chrisnail_and_i:
Hooray for good times!! I'm really glad you had a fun evening (7am?! 
), I know you needed it.
You are the updating queen!
Hooray for good times!! I'm really glad you had a fun evening (7am?! ), I know you needed it.
You are the updating queen!
allied:
Yeah, definitely keep up the updates. And the pics. I hope your bro is doing better.
I'm with some of my friends in MV. Everyone please go say hello to my friend choleraflood who I'm drinkin' with right now. thanks guys. Love ya.
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kosomot:
will do
funktion:
oooh have fun and ill go say hi 
Thanks everyone for their kind, kind words.....I realize I have been rather depressing lately. I am really sorry for that. I don't know how to be other than honest. That is just the way I am. Sometimes a little to honest. I tell people a lot about myself- I seem selfish at times it seems. Shit- nobody really talks to me about my problems and...
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I tell people a lot about myself- I seem selfish at times it seems. Shit- nobody really talks to me about my problems and... Read More
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chrisnail_and_i:
Never feel like you are being too depressing here, this is one place you can let it all go. Some people will not respond but lots of others will. Just like Kos said above, I love how honest you are in your journals. Loads of people come on here and put up a front, pretending to be something they are not. The people I'm most drawn to here are the ones that lay it all out, the honest ones.
In reponse to your last journal, I just wanted to add my voice to the many others... You are gorgeous!!!
I know that you feel pretty bleak right now, and that does not help your own perception of your body but please trust us on this one!
Viva La 1:05!
In reponse to your last journal, I just wanted to add my voice to the many others... You are gorgeous!!!
I know that you feel pretty bleak right now, and that does not help your own perception of your body but please trust us on this one!
Viva La 1:05!
speed_metal:
You know I'm around for you whenever you want. And you soo need to get yer' arse online because I have some new stuff that you HAVE to hear.... it'll be in EMfEP too.
Just got back from hanging out with friends. Went to a friends house and I saw some people who i hadn't seen since high school. It was interesting and fun.
I am still super depressed. What else is new eh? fuck it. Hope all of you are doing well. I had some good laughs tonight...but I feel like shit because I look like crap compared...
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I am still super depressed. What else is new eh? fuck it. Hope all of you are doing well. I had some good laughs tonight...but I feel like shit because I look like crap compared...
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acetracer:
Cheer up caps lock girl
aikaterine:
Aww sweetie, I wasn't talking about you. Your situation is entirely different from the one I was talking about. Like - hmm, okay - a good example is my moronic last boyfriend. I would tell him I loved him, and he would say, "No you don't. No one loves me. Fuck happiness."
Uh. ?
That's what I meant. Having a mood disorder and going through life experiences that are obviously going to fuck with anyone's head is entirely different.
Uh. ?
That's what I meant. Having a mood disorder and going through life experiences that are obviously going to fuck with anyone's head is entirely different.
I just went out to dinner with my uncle and my grandparents. We had sushi I hadn't had decent food in a long time. yum.
My bro is now in a group home. I hope he gets the help he needs.
Fuck I need a job and a place to live. I swear it's the story of my life. I am either doing really really...
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I hadn't had decent food in a long time. yum.
My bro is now in a group home. I hope he gets the help he needs.
Fuck I need a job and a place to live. I swear it's the story of my life. I am either doing really really...
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friedbanana105:
my best wishes go out to your brother, and to you as well.
speed_metal:
I was supposed to have sushi the other day... instead my friend didn't wake up, and went the next day when I was at work. I've been cravin' for a long long time.
my apartment is such shit. i need to move. anyone live in the sf bay area need a roomie? i can pay up to $550. (maybe) I am emotional, I like to party, have sleepovers, and listen to loud music. But I am responsible, intelligent and a full-time student. etc etc etc. Whateva...I am not going to get anywhere with this....
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nelecaster:
hello
hello
thearcanecircle:
me me me me..ohh wait i have one already and no more open beds and way to far..nevermind
i'm off to beddy byes.
catch you tommorow porbably, smile hun you need it.
sleep tight and all that malarky shiz jazz fo ma shizzle as the snoop would say.
byebyebyebyyeb