going in to fill out paperwork for the new job today. tomorrow going to look at a studio apartment five minutes away from my school( a little expensive- but maybe i can swing it with the new job) still single...break up is still aching....somewhat managing...feeling ugly but i'm getting by. i miss my friends. i miss my life. but at least i'm working in the...
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OK GUYS! The job called me today and I meet with them tomorrow to fill out paperwork. YAY. The pay isn't wonderful but it's better than most people I know so I'm not complaining. It's because I'm not out of college yet and I don't have all the ECE credits they normally would like people to have in order to hire them. I just have...
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funktion:
yea!!! im glad things are starting to move in a positive direction. life, ya know 
are you still coming in saturday?
are you still coming in saturday?
polly:
congrats on the job! i knew you'd get it.
So...That job I've wanted for like a month or so....I was giving up on it....and then I got another e-mail from them...GOD AM I CONFUSED. am i wrong or is this taking forever?
"Hey Lauren! I am so sorry. I have been in Tampa for the last week at
a Conference and just got back in this morning. I will have our
recruitment coordinator give...
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"Hey Lauren! I am so sorry. I have been in Tampa for the last week at
a Conference and just got back in this morning. I will have our
recruitment coordinator give...
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deathhippie:
On a side note, call them.
moongoddess:
They are going to hire you, don't worry! The same thing happened when I was trying to get a job at Borders (except it didn't take so long). They just have to confirm that you did really work for those people. If you have to I would contact them (former employers) letting them know you need to confirm your employment for your new job.
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earthbeard:
i do try, i do try.
arsenic:
awww... my poor angel.. 
I'm sorry you're going through such a rough time... I've been in your spot before and it sucked. The urgency of it all just gets to you and you end up feeling hopeless and alone. My best advice to you is to take it all one step at a time. Dont think of everything you have to do at once, because you'll drive yourself mad trying to do it all at once. Also, remember that everything happens for a reason, and something better always comes along just when you think there is nothing left. I'll always behere to talk to you if or when you need me. I know all you want to do is curl up in a corner and cry yourself to sleep never to wake up... but you are so much better than that. Always remember how wonderful and special you are. All of us are here for you 110%, all you have to do is call on us when you need us. 
Woot.. try to smile, because youre so beautiful when you do.
I'm sorry you're going through such a rough time... I've been in your spot before and it sucked. The urgency of it all just gets to you and you end up feeling hopeless and alone. My best advice to you is to take it all one step at a time. Dont think of everything you have to do at once, because you'll drive yourself mad trying to do it all at once. Also, remember that everything happens for a reason, and something better always comes along just when you think there is nothing left. I'll always behere to talk to you if or when you need me. I know all you want to do is curl up in a corner and cry yourself to sleep never to wake up... but you are so much better than that. Always remember how wonderful and special you are. All of us are here for you 110%, all you have to do is call on us when you need us.
Woot.. try to smile, because youre so beautiful when you do.
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speed_metal:
Thanks everyone that's helping me prove to this girl that she's super cool, and super Haaawwwwt!!
delusion:
thanks!
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My landlord is such a jackass. (insert donkey/jackass smilie here) 
They both are. They make me so angry my fucking stomach burns every time I see them. God.
Fuck they have screwed me royally.
Polly said said on June 12, 2004 09:32 AM " i always had fun with you when i'd walk in the door at midnight and you'd yell my name and fall...
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They both are. They make me so angry my fucking stomach burns every time I see them. God.
Fuck they have screwed me royally.
Polly said said on June 12, 2004 09:32 AM " i always had fun with you when i'd walk in the door at midnight and you'd yell my name and fall...
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chrisnail_and_i:
*punches stupid landlords in their bums*
thepenismightier:
I lucked out with my landlord, he is the first landlord I have ever had. He is crazy but he is easy to get along with. Long as the yard stays mowed and the rent gets paid I never see him.
My brother ran away from the group home today. Good lord how much drama is in my life. I feel horrible. He is totally fucking himself over. I feel for him I really do...but a lot of the stuff he has been doing lately has been out of character. I am so worried about him. man am i worried.
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timore:
It does not seem selfish at all that you are concerned with personal problems now. I know how it feels to have to seperate yourself from everyone and their problems and focus on your own life. Good luck girl.
kosomot:
I'll provide the sugarcoating. you just get your shit together
Kos
Kos
My life is kicking me in the ass. Fuck depression, fuck money$$ and FUCK YOU. (well....take back that last part.- i still love you)
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funktion:
yup this crazy bitch called life can do that to ya! it will smooth out and then go on some crazy cycle. hey this reminds me of a Jem song!!
Magically wise words of Jem to the rescue!!!!
Magically wise words of Jem to the rescue!!!!
emjmd:
We still love ya too. Here for you to vent when you need it.
So yesterday was my birthday and my friend had a potluck for me and I showed up and some of my friends were there. It was sweet. She made a bunch of food and cake. I got a bunch of presents and my friends bought me food because I am always poor and never have stuff in my apartment. My friend who lives like 5...
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deathhippie:
Sounds like you had a rad BDAY!!! YAY!!
And yes, katie is teh hottness...
How she makes me drool..
And yes, katie is teh hottness...
How she makes me drool..
jmax:
Happy belated birthday. I am such a slacker.....
Glad to hear you had fun!!
Glad to hear you had fun!!
but you know that already.
2)i feel you on the break-up thing
3)good luck on the apt.