I just burst into tears because I realized I am completely alone. You know...I have been doing fine for a long time...keepin busy and stuff...but I don't know if I can handle this...and it's not all the relationship ending...it's having nobody who cares...nobody to talk to. I work and I take care of myself...I work so fucking hard to make my life better...but why? I never seem to be happy at the end of the day...just glad that the fucking day is over. I wish i was dead.