itzjusme

I have moved so many loads of shit over to my new apartment. HOW DO I OWN SO MUCH CRAP? I guess it's because I moved out on my own when I was a junior in high school. It gave me years to just become a pack rat on my own. BUT...since I've moved so many times since I've been on my own...I've become really good at it. I know how to do it very well. My little brother(13) and I have done all the moving so far. I have done 4 carloads and he has done 3 with me. BUT... I still have all of the big shit. My honda will not hold all of that stuff. Plus I can't move myself into the apartment until after the 14th because she was just being nice by letting me move my crap in early...not my actual physical self...so some stuff needs to stay in my old apartment....
On another note...I've been socializing a lot lately...going out a lot more...I think I'm doing a lot better than I was a month ago. (although the ex calls me like 45 times a day....the phone rings non stop!!!!- sooooo annoying) It is getting to be less and less painful for me to think about the ex....but I am a little lonely at times...sometimes I just feel like nobody cares that i exist at all...it seems silly...but if you guys weren't here...maybe nobody would contact me. well...a few people...MAYBE....but...you know how it is when you are lonely.
...It helps to be with my friends!!!!!
i am still moving along....working on losing weight still....i think the thyroid meds are working ok...(i don't think i've updating on that in a while...) i went to the doc and they said i'm doing the right things...so we'll see....
WELL....Once works starts I will be busy...The fingerprints went through and I will start next week. I need money badly...so that should be great.
well...i'll stop boring you will my dribble...i hope you are all doing well.

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