I just went shopping with one of my girlfriends and her friend. I don't think I have been shopping with a girlfriend in a long fucking time. I bought 2 pairs of pants, 2 cute tops and a pair of shoes. I am so happy to have new clothes. YAYAYAYAY. I felt really gross looking in the mirrors at the store but hey...ya know...I need to stop this crap..it is really starting to make me crazy. i can't change it overnight. It is slowly changing- that is the best i can do. In the meantime...cute clothes. HAHA...I sound like a girly girl. he he