god i'm soooo fat...i hate it...and i hate life....

fuck fuck fuck...but....i love that girl^^^ she's a cutie....( i stole this pic from her- i hope she doesn't care)
anyways...i hope everyone had a good weekend(i didn't)... I had a good weekend when that photo was taken...but that was a while ago....
perhaps this week will be better...weds I turn 22...ugh...i feel old


edited to say: haha- i'm not realy trippin off the old thing...i just wish i was doing more with myself by this age....I am doing the best I can...but I wish it was better...hard to explain...i'm sure you understand...but I don't feel OLD...i am just not satisfied with where I am at age 22 (although shit man- i'm way ahead of a lot of lazy fucks out there )