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itzjusme

SF Bay Area, MV, RWC, PV

Member Since 2004

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Sunday May 23, 2004

May 23, 2004
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oh god. i am trying so hard not to feel shitty right now. i am a fucking bummer. i am not talking to my "bf" right now. I am not sure what i am doing- but i am so fucking sick of being called names and being treated badly. I just want some peace...so i hung up on him and let the phone ring for an hour until he got tired of calling. I'm sick of being told how stupid i am. I'm tired of not being happy. I'm tired of the bullshit. I'm tired of it. I want to fucking be happy. It's hard to talk about because everytime i do- i end up getting back together with him. I don't want to- i am just a weak ass. I hate my fucking brain. I am sooo miserable right now. I have been sitting in my apartment alone all day- really really depressed.
I don't want this kind of life for me- I want to be able to be proud and show off shit (not like a snotty bitch like some people puke ) I just want to be able to take pride in myself. ugh. whatever...i'm going off again. blackeyed
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earthbeard:
i know wink awesome uh?
May 24, 2004
deadlyeye:
Ditch the asshole. You may have feelings for him.. but, what he is doing is absolutely inexcusable.

For what its worth.. we all love you smile

haha. My picture is really bad.. I have better.. but, I think that one is amusing.
May 24, 2004

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