Saturday May 22, 2004

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Just got back from hanging out with friends. Went to a friends house and I saw some people who i hadn't seen since high school. It was interesting and fun.

I am still super depressed. What else is new eh? fuck it. Hope all of you are doing well. I had some good laughs tonight...but I feel like shit because I look like crap compared to the other girls I saw who I hadn't seen in a while. Oh well. I know that is not what matters....but it hurts to feel ugly. It really really does.

I HAVE NO CONFIDENCE mad

I AM HAVING A LOT OF TROUBLE RIGHT NOW WITH A LOT OF STUFF. SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT

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acetracer:
Cheer up caps lock girl tongue biggrin

aikaterine:
Aww sweetie, I wasn't talking about you. Your situation is entirely different from the one I was talking about. Like - hmm, okay - a good example is my moronic last boyfriend. I would tell him I loved him, and he would say, "No you don't. No one loves me. Fuck happiness."

Uh. ?

That's what I meant. Having a mood disorder and going through life experiences that are obviously going to fuck with anyone's head is entirely different. smile

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