itzjusme

My Siblings are the most important people in my life. WITHOUT A DOUBT. They know me better than any friend could. Do you have siblings? How many? What ages? What are they like? Describe. (this is the first time i've actually asked something- I think)



ONCE AGAIN...clearing the air of the negative shit if just for a little while...I am on a downswing...bear with me folks.....

Edited to add: This has been one of the most depressing weeks. Every time I feel like this...It feels like the first time I've felt this bad- the worst time. I know it's not the worst...but it sure does feel likt it...I wonder if my depression will ever subside. I feel like my guts are being torn from inside of me. I just want to curl into a ball and die. I feel like I will never feel happy ever again. I can't seem to find hope in anything- even though my rational mind knows that I have the power to change all of this. I feel gross- ugly and sad. I don't want to see anyone or talk to anyone. I have nobody that cares for me. All I do is spent my life figuring out ways to care for other people---i mean for god sakes that is my career goal. ...and i am so broken. My moods change so quickly I can't even catch up with them. I just want some sort of relief.