itzjusme

Okay....so I'm visiting my bro in the hospital today at 5:15...It's in fremont so It will be annoying to spend that much time in the car with my mother. ugh. I never really see her that much, which is wierd seeing as we only live 20 minutes away from eachother. Anyways- I made my bro a carepackage so he wouldn't be so bored. (unfortunately- I couldn't see him yesterday because my damn mom- -forgot I wanted to come with her and didn't tell me what hospital he was in so I could drive myself ther-which i can't do because I don't have enough money anyway)- back to the point- the carepackage has cup-o-noodles- the strange lime-chile-shrimp shit he inhales!!! hE LOVES IT Hospital food sucks. Sometimes taco salad can be okay. but usually not. NO MEAT. ugh I know this...i've been there...I'm bringing a rock'n'roll merch mag so he can look at all the shit he can't buy and a notebook (etc)...AND SOME OTHER SHIT....it gets boring between the psych evals and the baby talk....and the painting and the screaming people in the rooms next to you...i understand... I've been there...
well- i'm off to therapy...have to be there i'm 45 minutes but i want to blowdry my hair first. my boyfriend is such an ass whenever i do that before i go to my therapist...he thinks i am making myself look good for my therapist to sleep with him...i think he's seen too many slutty movies....i need to talk to my therapist and work my problems out far too much....i don't need any more fucked up shit to deal with
later guys