OK...so for those of you who asked....he is in the hospital now for 3 days...maybe longer...(my bro)...he is having a really hard time with the fact that our family is so screwed up...he's been running away and nobody has really cared about him. He has been staying with me on and off for the past few months...but to be honest, i can't handle his drinking, smoking and behavior in such close quarters. I hope he is happier soon...it will take a long time I know. I know what is feels like to be hospitalized for depression. I've done it a few times. I will hopefully get to talk to him today so he doesn't feel abandoned in there. He needs some support from the outside world. It really does help. Blah blah etc...he's a smart boy...smarter than most kids his age....he'll figure this shit out...and when he does, he'll be able to do a lot more than before....