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itzjusme

SF Bay Area, MV, RWC, PV

Member Since 2004

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Tuesday May 04, 2004

May 4, 2004
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I went from being happy to feeling like everyone hates me. I hate being like this. Why must i feel so rejected all the time. I hate this shit. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. what can you do?
I got in a huge fight with my bro tonight. I was taking care of him and he lashed out at me. I just can't handle taking care of a 15-year old boy. I'm not strong enough right now. At least I know I might be getting a really good job.
I go from really happy to really depressed. It is just not fair. I don't want to feel like this any more. I want to feel loved and accepted. I always feel like certain people are leaving me out...trying to make me feel like shit...I can't tell if it's real or if I'm paranoid. I hate being so self conscious. On another note...I did lose 7 pounds....which is good....and my body fat percentage went down 4%....so many things to talk about and nobody to talk to....just the way things go for me....
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funktion:
*hugs*

well you can talk to us! i think you are rad! so anytime you want to chat smile
Its great about that job interview, I missed your earlier post about it as i wasn't on much yesterday. I hope you get it.

May 5, 2004
thearcanecircle:
Were not incredably close or anything but like i tell all my friends..I may not have the best advice, but my ears are always open..And from your journal it looks like i'm not the only one smile ^
May 5, 2004

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