itzjusme

So, I called my doctor yesterday and complained because my test results for my thyroid were taking so long. His secretary said they were finally there and they were abnormal. They wouldn't tell me what that meant! They said I had to wait until my next appointment to find out what it means for me. I took a few blood tests that day...so they could have been refering to a number of them....I GUESS. I am asuming it is my thyroid though because that is the symptoms I am having. AND IT SUCKS I made an appointment for thursday because there is no way i'm going to wait a month to find out. If there is a problem...I want to take the hormones NOW dammit I really just want to be healthy again. I knew something was wrong.
I always have problems like....my hands and feet get numb....i get light headed....my skin feels funny...i get hot really easily AND cold really easily....i am gaining weight really fast....etc...
Probably other stuff that I don't pay attention to as well.

Fuck I want my life back.
I am freaking out until I know the problem. They said it wasn't urgent...but thyroid is not urgent right? If i do have that problem hyper or hypo(most likely) then I've been living like that for a while. Then that could very well be what it is. I think I have a right to know the test results if they are abnormal. I want to know now because I am trippin' out not knowing exactly what the problem is....and the sooner I find out...the sooner I can find a way to fix it.