Ok, so now that I am pretty sure that other job will not work out...well...I don't KNOW...but I'm not sticking around to find out. I want a job I'm sure of...that I love ya know? One where I feel the people! Well, I sent a resume to a day care center last night and I got a call this morning. I am meeting her tuesday for an interview. My hours might not work with hers because I still have some commitments that are conflicting...maybe i can work it out somehow. we'll see. it doesn't hurt to try.
I am going to have to take out the tongue piercing. I don't want to take out the eyebrow- i've NEVER done it in the 5 years i've had it- I've switched it once-- but that was for like 5 minutes.
Anyways, I have to go to school...thank the sweet lord it's almost over. I have butterflies in my stomach and the interview is not for a week and a day.
I know I won't get it. My life is too confusing.
I have this shitty ass "job" (bartering dealie) where I have to pick up my landlord's kids and I don't get paid squat. I do it 8 hours a week at sporatic hours and he only takes $150 off my rent. WHAT AN ASSHOLE! I am worth so much more than that. Plus it is at such screwed up times that I don't have time for a decent job...it cuts into normal hours in a day.
If I try to tell him I can't do it anymore he might kick me out or something because it was part of the deal or something. I made a contract with him. It was clear...but he still manages to fuck me over. This was the best I could do when I had to get my own place again because polly moved away and I had to find a place when I was a student and was on disability. It sucked. Anyways, I am scared. I have no money. Medical bills. other bills...still no fucking floor in my bathroom - 4 MONTHS NOW!!!! (he doesn't care how he makes me live) NO BLINDS (no privacy) I feel like he takes advantage of me completely. It is disgusting.
Anyways, I am not religious, but I am praying for something to change because I can't live like this...I need to be able to be independant. I've always been independant. He makes me feel like dirt. What a shitty landlord
How does he expect me to pay the rest of my rent when he takes up all my time for $150???
Anyways, I guess they finally found my missing brother. I don't know much about it except that he called this morning. He just turned 15- ya know? Hasn't been home/to school...in days...the boy needs some guidance. I dunno man....
I get so frustrated because it just seems so fucking easy for some people. I mean and then I talk to my mom about it and she gets frustrated with me for expecting her to care.
Now I get to go to class and sit with a bunch of people who don't even bother to get to know me but hate me anyways.
I am going to have to take out the tongue piercing. I don't want to take out the eyebrow- i've NEVER done it in the 5 years i've had it- I've switched it once-- but that was for like 5 minutes.
Anyways, I have to go to school...thank the sweet lord it's almost over. I have butterflies in my stomach and the interview is not for a week and a day.
I know I won't get it. My life is too confusing.
I have this shitty ass "job" (bartering dealie) where I have to pick up my landlord's kids and I don't get paid squat. I do it 8 hours a week at sporatic hours and he only takes $150 off my rent. WHAT AN ASSHOLE! I am worth so much more than that. Plus it is at such screwed up times that I don't have time for a decent job...it cuts into normal hours in a day.
If I try to tell him I can't do it anymore he might kick me out or something because it was part of the deal or something. I made a contract with him. It was clear...but he still manages to fuck me over. This was the best I could do when I had to get my own place again because polly moved away and I had to find a place when I was a student and was on disability. It sucked. Anyways, I am scared. I have no money. Medical bills. other bills...still no fucking floor in my bathroom - 4 MONTHS NOW!!!! (he doesn't care how he makes me live) NO BLINDS (no privacy) I feel like he takes advantage of me completely. It is disgusting.
Anyways, I am not religious, but I am praying for something to change because I can't live like this...I need to be able to be independant. I've always been independant. He makes me feel like dirt. What a shitty landlord
How does he expect me to pay the rest of my rent when he takes up all my time for $150???
Anyways, I guess they finally found my missing brother. I don't know much about it except that he called this morning. He just turned 15- ya know? Hasn't been home/to school...in days...the boy needs some guidance. I dunno man....
I get so frustrated because it just seems so fucking easy for some people. I mean and then I talk to my mom about it and she gets frustrated with me for expecting her to care.
Now I get to go to class and sit with a bunch of people who don't even bother to get to know me but hate me anyways.
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v0rge:
isnt that a great present!!!!! i cant wait to get more presents from people!!!!!!! 
moongoddess:
Sounds like a bad situation with your landlord. I would tell you to demand he fix your apartment or else you won't drive his minions around. But you have to live somewhere. I hope you get the job. And aren't contracts void if both parties don't live up to their end of the deal?