itzjusme

So, I went to the interview...i'm not sure how it went. I was very nervous. It also kinda seemed like they didn't like me very much because I was so nervous. oh well- i did my best. I had to memorize like 15-20 dogs' names. it was hard I did it though. and I learned my lesson not to wear fleece around 50+ dogs EVER. I was coated in fur when I left. it was pretty funny. Oh- and tomahto, hats off to you- that job does not look like an easy one- I still want it though. I like a challenge.

hmmm, what else...I am also pretty sick now. I think it's stress. I'm congested and have a sinus headache. At least I don't have school until Tuesday at 2pm. 2 more days of school- 3 more classes. booya!-(just kidding)

Oh- my brother- the middle younger bro- the one who gets in trouble a lot- i guess that's how i will describe him (the one who went to juvenile hall a little) while ago is missing. His dad called me last night (HE NEVER CALLS ME UNLESS IT'S AN EMERGENCY) He said there is a missing person's repost out on my brother. i'm not sure if they found him because i can't get a hold of anyone. it's the second night in a row. he's been drinking smoking and doing god knows what else. he's 15 now (as of april 11th) he got caught again by the police a few days ago and is being forced to go to school at juvenile hall's school being shipped their by bus- ever since he's been running away at night. i haven't talked to him in a little while. polly knows, she saw me with him before she moved, he and i were pretty close, we were hanging out all the time and then BAM...he is having so many problems. we all saw it coming...it is just so sad and so hard to help him. He doesn't trust me anymore either because I have been kind of a narc lately- trying to get him to go to class & not smoke weed at school. He used to tell me everything. Dammit- it's so hard. It makes me not want to have kids until I'm REALLY ready.