So...I went to my psychiatrist today and he sent me to get my thyroid tested because I have had random weight gain despite the fact that i'm practically starving myself and i'm working out almost daily. My family has a history of the problem. I hope to god that's what it is because if not, I have no fucking clue what is wrong with me....
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I'm really depressed today. It's hitting me really hard. I just can't seem to pull myself out of it. I am not sure what to do about it. I do have a psychiatrist appointment tommorow so maybe he will change my meds or something. It seems that no matter what he puts me on I still get horribly depressed.(or extremely hyper) I guess it's a...
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timore:
ME TOO!!! I don't live alone, but I want to, badly. What the fuck is up? I'm all sad too but I don't know why. I wish you lived near me, we'd so go down some beers and bitch to eachother about everything. I'll say it, cheer up, but I know the words do nothing. My man made me cry today. What helps that? Tomorrow is Friday, we shall use this to be false happy. 
Edited to say: I want to hear no more about low self confidence or unprettiness. You are beautiful and that is the end of it
[Edited on Apr 08, 2004 9:44PM]
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Edited to say: I want to hear no more about low self confidence or unprettiness. You are beautiful and that is the end of it
[Edited on Apr 08, 2004 9:44PM]
[Edited on Apr 09, 2004 8:56AM]
takk:
anytime 
hope youre day got better
hope youre day got better Wow am I hungover....and I'm sick of looking at that picture of myself. I don't have anything better though. I don't have anything else on my computer. I have to go pick the kids that I watch up from school and my head is pounding. Not in a good mood. 
You can never really tell with me. I'm a fucking basketcase....nobody needs to hear about...
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polly:
i will send you pictures soon. i just need to ask mike what's up.
edited for being drunk as fuck when i wrote that last.
[Edited on Apr 08, 2004 11:32AM]
edited for being drunk as fuck when i wrote that last.
[Edited on Apr 08, 2004 11:32AM]
polly:
i'm just miss kosher.
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acetracer:
Ditto 
From now on I'm gonna call you UNSTOPPABLE caps lock girl
From now on I'm gonna call you UNSTOPPABLE caps lock girl
mnislahi:
haha i do need money bad too! lol ong that walking penny is soooooooo cute lol!!!
itzjusme:
me and people i love
absalom420:
Wow thats awesome you did that Nanny Work. Some great pictures as well.
Life sorta stinks right now. I have no money and too much crap to do. Bleh. At least I'm doing it all without drugs right?
sidenote: CRYSTAL METH SUCKS!!!! (I've been CLEAN over one year now!!!!)
Well, luckily my brother has a place to life again and I don't have to take care of him anymore because that was really stressing me out. I'm just...
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sidenote: CRYSTAL METH SUCKS!!!! (I've been CLEAN over one year now!!!!)
Well, luckily my brother has a place to life again and I don't have to take care of him anymore because that was really stressing me out. I'm just...
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ejh:
yup. i know lee. haven't seen him since peyote broke up... such a bummer. say hi for me!
itzie:
You didn't weird me out at all 
Nice to meet you!
Nice to meet you!Last night I spent hours doing research for a project in Psychobio while simultaneously drinking guiness
THEN some friends came over late, late night to drink and be merry ...
THEN this morning i went to brunch with my grandmother...
THEN I went to the library for a few hours to do more research. I got 15 books! (and a video
)
THEN I went...
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THEN some friends came over late, late night to drink and be merry ...
THEN this morning i went to brunch with my grandmother...
THEN I went to the library for a few hours to do more research. I got 15 books! (and a video
)
THEN I went...
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timore:
Hell yeah we do have lot 'o shit in common. Thanks for commenting, I'll have to keep up now.
noelani:
thanks for the comment
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turin:
I can't believe how depressed and resigned comic book guy looks.
So last night I went to a bar w 'swagger' who I guess used to be an SG member and is no longer
I went to visit a friend who is working at the bar once in a while. She is so adorable!!!
...anyways...I so sadly tried to do homework there. Why? I don't know. I ended up leaving my notebook there which could have...
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I went to visit a friend who is working at the bar once in a while. She is so adorable!!!
...anyways...I so sadly tried to do homework there. Why? I don't know. I ended up leaving my notebook there which could have...
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holly:
awww thanks. yea i totally remember meeting you. i htink it was the ladies out thing right?
radical.
radical.
polly:
yeah i checked it out. shes cute cute.
Yesterday my 14-year-old brtoher was arrested for stealing a purse from an open car. Luckily he will be in a lot less trouble because he gave the purse back and apologized. He was living with me for a while in my rundown apartment but he was acting out so much I couldn't deal with him. So....he moved in with his girlfriend...bad idea. He had noooo...
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polly:
haha whyd you have to remind me. that was the lamest thing ive ever done with my friends present. haha
polly:
aww thanks for commenting on my set
itzjusme:
misc
itzjusme:
kid pictures
Good luck with your health issues. I know how shitty things can be when you don't know what's up with your own body. I've had some major problems in the last few years health-wise.
When my fiancee left me.. I was under so much stress. I was broken hearted in the most literal of ways. I had a minor heart attack.. from stress. Not a very cool thing to happen to a 20 year old (this was almost 2 years back)
The doctors thought I had some serious damage to my heart and I had wear heart monitors and what not for a while. I had to wait for days to find out what was wrong with my heart. It turns out it was just fairly weak and the stress kicked it's ass. The way they were talking, they were making it out that I had some major heart disease. They ended up apologizing for making assumptions. haha.
I know that doesn't seem like it's relevant.. I'm just saying I know how it is when you don't know whats wrong.
Things will look up in the end. Because, if you are at a point where you think things can't get any worse.. the only place to go is up with your life. Things will get better. Trust me.
What you said about cute girls making you feel horrible about yourself.. Well, from your profile pic, I can't imagine why that would be the case. You seem quite lovely. You actually remind me of a friend back home.. and in some weird way that is mildy comforting (which I admit is weird) You have the almost exact facial structure. Very weird.
Take care, ok.
Feel better.
i found your name from the SGcatholics group.