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smuffy:
Hey. Don't even worry about unloading stuff on me. That's what I'm here for.
Your b/f sounds lika real loser. At least you don't live with him or have any ties to him like kids or something. You're actually in an ideal position to just leave his ass behind. Have you ever tried breaking up with him? If yes why did you get back together? If no what's exactly stopping you? You are a smart and pretty girl. You have enough problems without having to deal with his crap. Do try to lose him.

Your b/f sounds lika real loser. At least you don't live with him or have any ties to him like kids or something. You're actually in an ideal position to just leave his ass behind. Have you ever tried breaking up with him? If yes why did you get back together? If no what's exactly stopping you? You are a smart and pretty girl. You have enough problems without having to deal with his crap. Do try to lose him.

samantha:
haha... i love silly baby pics.
and i am a chef... a pastry chef at current, but i have my eye on the line. i went to cooking school, graduated a year ago... it's all kinds of fun.
and i am a chef... a pastry chef at current, but i have my eye on the line. i went to cooking school, graduated a year ago... it's all kinds of fun.
itzjusme:
why? I dunno.
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polly:
heh. we're still out of pot.
BUT YAY IT ISNT LOST FOREVER!
[ actually i left it out all night and went to work with it out.. how it stayed open i have no idea. ]

BUT YAY IT ISNT LOST FOREVER!
[ actually i left it out all night and went to work with it out.. how it stayed open i have no idea. ]
polly:
wow.. he's getting cuuute.
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alicetrip:
she is too cute
friedbanana105:
looks like you had a nice visit.
sorry you're down again...
sorry you're down again...

OKAY.... So i went to the doctor and my thryoid is abnormal.
(FYI- abnormal thryroid risks and symptoms ) apparantly there are antibodies working against my thyroid. blah blah....i'm too tired and too lazy to explain it fot the millionth time....plus...i'm not too good at explaining it....my doc put me on natural thyroid (armour thyroid)....THANK THE FUCKING LORD...I know why i've gained so much fucking...
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(FYI- abnormal thryroid risks and symptoms ) apparantly there are antibodies working against my thyroid. blah blah....i'm too tired and too lazy to explain it fot the millionth time....plus...i'm not too good at explaining it....my doc put me on natural thyroid (armour thyroid)....THANK THE FUCKING LORD...I know why i've gained so much fucking...
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rockerbayarea:
YEAH, tell that fuck'n body whos boss!! lol. Thats awesome that you got all that taken care of, now we can go to the beach and show off our "ever impressive muscles" muwahaha.... we can pup a tent outside the Boardwalk and flex for money, helllls ya.
sorry, in kinda crazy mood
(Mr. Mackie voice) "uhh, yeah so drugs are good, you should do drugs, cause uh, drugs are good for ya..."
sorry, in kinda crazy mood

pissed:
It's funny how much stock we put in our bodies-I mean it's just a shell you know? Girl as long as your healthy & happy-fuck everyone else's judgements!
So the preschool called me back for a second interview for a teacher position today. The interview was yesterday. That was fast!
I hope it works out. I meet with them again on Friday morning to sit in on a classroom in Foster City and meet some more people. I am happy about that.
I have a doctor's appointment tommorow FINALLY. I have been waiting...
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I have a doctor's appointment tommorow FINALLY. I have been waiting...
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some_crazeh_dood:
Hehe honestly, I wouldn't have the patience to be a teacher. But my cousin and his girlfriend and my brothers girlfriend are looking. But my job is to please that booty (hehe only my girls
) but eventually to land in the field of Telecommunications. Lol but that would make one helluva lesson plan (I always wondered why teachers wanted certain kids to stay after school with them
) lol
Well then, I hope you find someone better if he's an ass, you deserve so much more.
You'll find that special someone someday if you haven't already. 


Well then, I hope you find someone better if he's an ass, you deserve so much more.


welntaod:
Yes, hello!!!
Always fun receiving comments from strangers... Plus in working theory, a friend of Smuffy's is a friend of mine. Yep, I'm a special ed teacher... I work w/ autistic adults out of a group home environment. It's far more challenging compared to my gig prior, running a bookstore..Seeing the DSM IV in your fav books was a good tip-off on your being a psych major. Well, that and your saying you're a psych major a few more lines down).


I went from being happy to feeling like everyone hates me. I hate being like this. Why must i feel so rejected all the time. I hate this shit. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. what can you do?
I got in a huge fight with my bro tonight. I was taking care of him and he lashed out at me....
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I got in a huge fight with my bro tonight. I was taking care of him and he lashed out at me....
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funktion:
*hugs*
well you can talk to us! i think you are rad! so anytime you want to chat
Its great about that job interview, I missed your earlier post about it as i wasn't on much yesterday. I hope you get it.
well you can talk to us! i think you are rad! so anytime you want to chat

Its great about that job interview, I missed your earlier post about it as i wasn't on much yesterday. I hope you get it.
thearcanecircle:
Were not incredably close or anything but like i tell all my friends..I may not have the best advice, but my ears are always open..And from your journal it looks like i'm not the only one
^

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kosomot:
I like the pic. It's good to see you happy
Goodluck with the job*Crosses fingers* for luck

Goodluck with the job*Crosses fingers* for luck

hellomrworld:
thats a very silly face 

Ok....so I have a job interview tommorow...not sure the hours will work. BUT, if I don't try...you never know...
On Thursday, I go to the doctor to deal with these damn health issues which I am too lazy to explain. If you have read my previous journals...you know. I hope things get better soon.
Check out my pictures in my pics file if you haven't...
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On Thursday, I go to the doctor to deal with these damn health issues which I am too lazy to explain. If you have read my previous journals...you know. I hope things get better soon.
Check out my pictures in my pics file if you haven't...
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petruchio:
OK, I'll be the 43rd person: Good luck (today!)
earthbeard:
i'm mean and i know i suck, so that means other poeple who are meaner must suck even more?
pics are so good, makes me chuckle, in a amused way? not sure why?
good luck on job interview
i coudln't be arsed to go to work today, so prob be in trouble for that? oh well.
pics are so good, makes me chuckle, in a amused way? not sure why?
good luck on job interview

i coudln't be arsed to go to work today, so prob be in trouble for that? oh well.
itzjusme:
me and polly.....hahahaha...
itzjusme:
MY FRIENDS =)
Hopefully you will be able to guide him as far as his life.....things can only get better from the court date if he's only 15, but once he's gone then that's it!! I know, I've dealt a lot with a suicidal person and you have to know how to convince them it wouldn't do any good so that they really know it.