Monday Aug 07, 2006

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well... things arent going great... in fact i feel like they keep getting worse and worse..

i'm so depressed.. and i just dont know what to do right now...

it looks like its coming down to the fact that i'm goign to have to break up with my boyfriend... after everything i've done.. after everything i've gone through.. after all my efforts and hard work.. and the love i have...

i love him so much.. i dont want to do it.. it hurts thinking about it.. but i've been so hurt in this relationship already.. i'm tired of it.. i dont know if i have the strength to do it.. it makes me litterally physically sick right this minute thinking about it... i just dont know if i can deal with this shit any longer.... *cries*....... i just want to vanish for a while right now... *sigh* i dont know what i'm going to do...

thanks for listening to my babble.. miao!! frown puke frown frown frown
jay_blank:
I'm really sorry to hear that, Ittykay. It's never easy, but it sounds like you're making the right decision. Better to break it off now than live miserable. As much as it hurts now, you'll be better off in the long run. (keep in mind, this is coming from a guy that know's almost nothing of your situation....take what I say for what it's worth)

You have to do what makes you happy.

I'll be around if you want to message me and vent.

ooo aaa
freakastang:
in my experience the baggage gets heavier as time goes on and if its hard now its gonna get harder. if you dont experience more than one thing in life you havent experienced life. if signs are pointing towards ending it now and moving on then you make your decision and do it completely. you wont know what or who is out there unless you take a second and look around. you dont want to wake up in 20 years regreting what you may have missed out on.
whatever choice you make, do it completely. just my opinion on relationships.

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