Fuck. I went in to work this morning and found out a friend of mine that works there passed away last night. How the fuck does this make sense? He was 55, not a spring chicken or anything, but geez, c'mon... he didnt deserve to just go to sleep and not wake up. Fuck. This is a poopy day 
why couldnt it have been someone more deserving? or at least someone with less to lose.... he and his wife were the cutest old married couple i had ever met... they were so in love. Shit, im single, why couldnt it have been me then? I dont have a family or anything.. shit. frickin jager... makes me ramble.. grrr... 
oh well, tomorrows a new day i guess... time for some zzz's...
why couldnt it have been someone more deserving? or at least someone with less to lose.... he and his wife were the cutest old married couple i had ever met... they were so in love. Shit, im single, why couldnt it have been me then? I dont have a family or anything.. shit. frickin jager... makes me ramble.. grrr...
oh well, tomorrows a new day i guess... time for some zzz's...
poopy:
ohh sorry to hear that....
lelaina:
at least he died that way. if i could choose how i was gonna die it would be just to not wake up. so when you look at it like that, he was kinda lucky. rest in peace.............