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itsabecky

bumblefuck, pa

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Monday Nov 22, 2004

Nov 22, 2004
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so right now i'd like to say that i miss romance. but thinking about it, i dont think that i've ever had any. but right now i'm craving it. i want someone to let me fall asleep in his arms. i want someone to buy me flowers for no real reason at all; just because. i want to watch someone sleep and smile as they softly snore beside me. i want to feel that connection.

i'm so happy with the way my life is. i'm living with my sister which is something i have always dreamed of. i have a job that makes me so happy that it's almost like prozac or zoloft for me. and i have great friends who are always there for me. but i feel as though i have a void. i'm saving a space for that special someone. that someone who will do all of those things that i said. that someone who will laugh with me and will wipe away the tears when i cry. that person that will love me for all of those goofy things that i do and that i can love for all of the goofy things that he does. someone that i can cuddle with and can burrow my face in his neck. somone who will tell me when the scary or gross part in the movie is over.

it's been so long and i'm jonsing for some lovin'.
bloodymic:
You know....romance is a tough subject...I am glad that you hold a space for someone that you hope to embrace in that "void"...just be careful...especially since you are young...It can come and you'd not even know it....The best option is to take it as it comes and look for the best in everyone. It can happen. Just dont rack your brain and heart for it....Love life and it will someday give you someone that will love you like you love them....

I am glad for your happiness....keep it fun...

skull bloodymic
Nov 24, 2004
itsabecky:
thanks for your positive words. it means a lot. i just wish that i was as happy now as i was when i wrote that entry. sure i have friends that are always there for me, but i never can see them becuase of the job that i'm so happy with. sort of a vicious circle, huh? frown
Nov 24, 2004

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