its_matt

i officially feel like crap.

i keep getting these sore throats every month or so. which result in me finding it near impossible to swallow or talk without being in pain. and i do a lot of talking, and quite a bit of swallowing too (hey something has gotta pay tha bills ) maybe i should go see a doctor... which i hate because i have a history of going to the doctors, feeling like im dying only to be told i have a cold. so i know that when i sit down in the doctors surgery, i know he is going to sit at his computer and see all the visits ive had
plus the fact that the last time i went they were gonna put me on medication for my depression. they basically told me that id be on drugs for life. im 22, i dont particularly want to be like that already, wait until im 50 then give me that shit.

ahhhhh, im saying a lot more than i wanted to here. oh well no biggie.

i seem to be nearly all set for seeing the 'elite' at the end of the month now.. which means i get to meet charley and kinto. i get to experience a shirtless frenchman first hand....

later dudes/dudettes. do ya self a favour go the raptures 'echoes' and dance in ya pants in ya bedroom.