ithras

Been quite some time since I even remembered that I have the actual profile here. Odd that. But aaaaaaaaaaanyways, I'm quickly losing the drive for my career that I had. Part-time Supervisors that change once they become full fledged piss me off to no end. Motherfucker acted like he was my friend since I had been working on my watch. Now all of a sudden I'm apparently pathetic and get in trouble for "not doing" exactly what I am doing. Guess it didn't help the situation that I've been burning out professionally for about 2 months now. I think it's mostly our department that doesn't give us a chance to "serve and protect" as they're too busy worrying about our "customer service skills"...which pisses me off because that's a direct quote.

So that doesn't help the restlessness I feel on a daily basis. I love my beautiful wife with all I am, but our setup leads itself to having lots and lots of time by myself (when she's with her boyfriend/our roommate). I have no problem with them being together, but video games can only do so much for me. I'd love to have, if nothing else, a platonic female friend just to talk to once in a while. With my work setup I don't have too much time to be with friends that I work with, or the one friend I have in the area outside of work. Though I think what would help me out some is just a girlfriend.

Been listening lately to Blue October's album Foiled. Amazing album without a single bad song. Course right now it fits my mood exactly to a goddamn T.