itchium

Drunken rant #3 i think. To top of today i'm even more pissed off, mored drunk than i was last, but theres something else. I'm unhappy as hell , but even now when i go outside i feel something. to tell the true i haven't been happy in a very long time. Doing what i do i've learned to kind of "Mask" my feeling to others. I'm happy on the outside yet sady as hell on the inside. i feel something inside now, i cant' i don't know what it is. well for the benifit of ya'll and me i'm signing off for now, maybe laters if ya'll are one. sorry ya'll abiout howi am, bye