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Hello SG land.

I has a sad today.

1. Maladjusted's mother passed in her sleep last night. When i was couchsurfing/visiting the east coast a couple years ago, his mother was incredibly awesome to me and made my stay absolutely wonderful. I was really looking forward to seeing her around new years eve when i hit up the east coast again. i'm going to miss her. <3

2. A long time friend and business associate of my father and someone i've known since I was six, spoke to his accountant this weekend, realized he was 3 million in debt and took a bubble bath with some champagne and a shotgun and killed himself. I'm absolutely devastated.

3. This whole disability thingy already has me in a minor depressed mode because I feel so limited and i'm trying really hard to follow doctors orders and be gentle to myself so I can recover properly and fast and never have to worry about this again. In addition to ligaments being tightened, I learned that they completely moved my kneecap to where it **should** be, ...which explains why this healing thing will take so long.

I really hope things don't always come in three's.

xoxo
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