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wouldn't unexpected death by default conflict with living your life the way you wanted to.

AHA!

-edit- i want my funeral to be open casket and i wanna wear those harry potter glasses and be grasping a wand. Maybe even prepay some old wizardly looking hobo to come in and tell a story on how i once saved the world. But i wouldn't have a scar on my head.. that's just stupid.

I'm sure this feeling will pass.

There is always something I would want to do
I'd rather wait until I was too old and tired to want to do any more