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a lot going on today:

so....we went to the cinema....and yes....we kissed....it was nice....very nice....but now i fell bad cuz, usually when something like this happens i feel....i dunno....excited.....but now i have no emotion....i told her i dont want a relationship with anyone right now...and she understands, but i really feel bad at not feeling anything...like i said it was very very good, i enjoyed it very much and i know she did too but it is odd, i like her and all but i dont have a real feeling for her.... is that bad?....im kind of confused, i mean, i dont want to hurt her at all, but what if someone else comes along and a real strong feeling grows between us??...maybe im just scared

im going out tonight....yes, again....and yes, again im gonna drink and i hope to get drunk....i know is sunday, and i remember i have to wake up at 6am tomorrow morning but.....i get along very well with this dude lol

i started my....em...."best friends" gift today, her birthday is on thursday...i started the design today....im not a very artistic person but i think is going to be very pretty if i have the chance ill post a pik

ok it wasnt a lot....but in my mind it seemed like it hahaha