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ironmog

Always be Visalia, CA

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Tuesday Dec 01, 2009

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I'm insane. I know this. Completely and utterly.

I'm up way too late, I have class in a few hours. But I'm elated. It was worth it. Right?

Dani is jealous, enough to where its hurting our friendship. What can I do? Should I stop? Should I forsake myself and my own happiness to appease so close a friend? What if I lose Dani out of all of this and gain nothing. Was it worth it?

But tonight I don't care.

She said it.

Those words. To me. She said them.

"Love you."

And I embraced the wild insanity that was life. I fell, I went with it. Not even a week known, and I replied the only way that made sense to me.

"I love you too."

It can't be this simple can it? Have I truly lost my mind as I am sure I might have?

And what of him?

Too many questions. Time to go lay down and see if sleep can claim my reeling mind.

Goodnight to you. <3

-JC

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