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She was drunk. She was talking. She said things. Interesting night to say the least. I mean, do I simply brush off the things she said as drunken nonsense? She called me Miah for crying out loud. There's a connotation to that endearment. She wants me to come rescue her, kidnap her and take her away from the whole wedding thing.

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nobodyhere:
Well, life does throw up some situations.
I'm not too sure what to say. After all, only you know if she is worth all of this.
I do think you owe it to yourself to at least talk to her before the weekend, there is obvoiusly stuff that needs to be cleared up.
Sending my best wishes for that and of course the test (if i'm not too late).
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For a moment if I might be allowed I'd love to speak a bit in the hypothetical. Or at least the hyper contextual, so as to save myself some dignity or protect the identities of the innocent. Or something. I don't know. Now that I think about it if I were really protecting myself from anything I might not have mentioned that I was attempting...
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nobodyhere:
I hear that. And i still don't understand how self doubt remains even when other things in life seem to change.
I don't know, i sort of believe that we grow stronger and more focused to be able to grab the next opportunity
that may arise. But then, i can't back that statement up right now.
Still, one day i expect to see photos from a Jedi wedding right here. No ewok's though.
soulsetfire:
You know I understand this to the very core of my being.....
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So its freaking June and the weather outside is downright almost chilly. What's that about?

I played hookie from work today, didn't much feel like going.

I've been to the college place, meet an admissions person and talked about my major (computer programming) and I need to take some test or something and then I can sign up for classes. Can this really be happening?...
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nobodyhere:
Yeah i remember a warm day that time.... As for Captain Kirk, well why settle for less?
Thanks for your comments, at this stage i'm really not convinced that i achieved anything with those particular words. Shit, i really hate doubt. And fear.
Good luck at the college, sure you'll ace that pesky test!
soulsetfire:
I <3 your oh face.
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SO I've done this back to work thing for two weeks now. And I gotta say, still not a fan of that place.

I've found myself fretting and losing sleep because of it. Tossing and turning in the early morning hours before sitting up in a panic, thinking that soon I should get up and get ready to work. As I stare at the date...
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soulsetfire:
You shouldn't loathe him. I'm quite fond, actually. And as far as The Mountain That Walks... want me to talk to her? I know the bitch can't catch me.
nobodyhere:
Good luck if you do some pic's. Though shit, being in front of a camera is still one of life's more awkward things to me. The answer to your question is Niobe. Of course, now i realise i must do something that i have never managed before. Not fuck up.
Hope your week is going well so far, the weather's been ridiculous yeah?
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You ever find yourself reading a book, or a comic, or well anything really and just come across something you COMPLETELY get? Something that seems so profound and universally true to you that you'd never actually stopped to think about it before? Happened to me the other day.

I'm reading Stephen King's It and the character of Ben Hanscom was a fat kid when he...
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nobodyhere:
I got some of Adrian Tomine's stuff, and yeah, there in black and white are some of the places and situations i know. But that's the thing, reading that, as well as some stuff here on SG, and i found out we're not alone in this and that helps me every day. Hope you have a cool weekend.
soulsetfire:
You already know how I feel dollface. <3
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Ya know, I've been laid off since last November, and people keep talking about how they're so bored and just want to go back to work and make some money. They keep assuming I agree with their sentiments.

I do not. At all.

I don't want to go back, I hate that place. I would stay laid off forever if I could get away with...
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nobodyhere:
Yeah, it does seem especially hard these days to break free from the everyday crap that we call work. Have so often thought of going out in a blaze of glory, having let my true feelings out into the open but then i remember i'll lose a decent pension etc, etc. Sometimes it sucks being an adult. As much as i hate to say it or to hear it, sometimes we have to be patient for the opportunities we want.
soulsetfire:
I'll give you my courage. I have some, not much and it's that weird twisted courage I get, but it's totally yours. And I promise that if I could find a way to balefire the bad for you, I would in a heartbeat. <3
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nobodyhere:
Yep, i do need to get on the HD train. Not sure how the Y the last man movie will end up though. Nice to see you have some company there, want to get one of those Gloomy bear x Space invaders from japan for my place. Damn, so need to go to japan.
soulsetfire:
I lurve you and your penguin of awesomeness.

And I might squee on your chair if I ever use your computer with the super-orgasmic monitor.

Not that you'd mind all that much wink
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Yay! Happy birthday to me!

Well it was yesterday technically, but I'll forgive myself the lateness. THIS time.

I had a good time on the ol' birfday. Robot Chicken Season 3, Aqua Teen Hunger Force Vol 6, Pineapple Express, and Tropic Thunder. I'll call that a good haul of loot. And my cake was shaped like a giant LEGO brick! Wooooo yeah!

Also got my...
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soulsetfire:
*glomp*
nobodyhere:
Hey, been a while. Hope things are on the up now. Very much like the idea of a lego cake. I remember a work friend knitted me a Gloomy bear for my birthday. Got some pretty strange looks that day.
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Wow been awhile.

Quick updates:
-I'm currently laid off, no idea when I'll be going back to work either.
-I suck at Christmas shopping, haven't hardly done any.
-Chrono Trigger on the DS. 'Nuff said.
-Loved The Shield, currently loving Smallville. Why didn't I watch this show before?
-It is stupid cold here recently.
-I miss some people, other people I'm not sure how I...
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I wrote this yesterday. I don't know why. I just HAD to get it out I suppose.
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She slapped him. Hard. Her open palm connected on his smooth bare cheek, the sharp sound seemed loud in comparison to the silence of the apartment. And it hurt. A lot. He didn't even bother trying to hold back the tears as they began to trek earthward...
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