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I met someone for drinks, I think we are both going to consider it date #1 going forward...I am singing a rockin' version of The Cars "You're just what I needed". It is exhilarating to say the least, it is going into the set!

I sang at open mic last night. A friend that I hate sometimes (see July 8, 2011 blog) brought her friend that I had never met before. This chick seriously sweats my ass, she tried to kiss me in the parking lot after the show, caught me totally off guard. Then a couple guys in the bar were trying to get me to go...
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So I have a song that is two lines away from being finished and I am stuck...damn. I am tempted to have a half verse there and just do an instrumental break to cover it.

I am struggling with alot; I still miss my last GF and our relationship is shit, non-existent. I dated a chick a couple times after my GF but it wasn't right but it really pisses me off to realize that she (the casual date) was/is such a fucking worthless liar, she freely admits lying to her other friends and I catch her doing that shit...
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I'm just sitting here waiting for something which may never come. I am waiting for the job that will pay the bills, for the girl to come back, for the rain to finally stop. I refuse to continue waiting. I know what I want, I am a damn sore loser and I aim to win.

I am attempting to encapsulate a whole slew of emotions and events in a reasonably compact song, my Magnum Opus, or whatever the hell it is I am working on. I am failing. My role in the events was the hero, the seducer, the gentleman and the coward. It is a song of love and lust, missed opportunities and what-ifs?

We were doomed before we...
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Hey I just found out they have filmed an "On The Road" movie and it is in post-production! It comes out at the end of 2011. I am pumped for a movie for the first time in a while.

People hate Justin Bieber, Lady Gaga and Ke$ha...it's all music though. I guess. These people going around raging on modern pop music probably are not exactly listening to Pete Seeger or some other similar bastion of integrity anyway. whatever dude.

Ugh, I feel like I have been continuously breaking up with her all year. Now I walk away; whatever may happen will happen.

Think I'll go to the Zen center Springfield tomorrow...