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Tuesday May 03, 2011

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I am very depressed feeling most of the time. I feel no urge to get up anymore, I feel no joy in my day. I miss my last girlfriend and wish we could be together again...I am not interested in being with anyone else and therefore I don't want to lead them on with a purely physical relationship. There is no point. I want her back and that is not an indication of anyone else that might be around; it simply is what it is.

I graduate in a couple weeks and I don't have a job lined up. I have enough money to make it well into summer but it will get increasingly tight in the household. I am going to begin to network in my shitty little town tomorrow to attempt to do what I really want which is involved in the music industry and managing a band specifically. To shake this depression I need a plan of action and need to attack!
caterpillar_girl:
It's always good not to lead someone on..a though if anyone has read any of your blogs,there's no way they would have been expecting anything from you,other than friendship...I'm sure it's not a big deal.
Is it possible to fix things with your ex? I don't know your situation,so I don't know if that's a possibility or not. If so,then do what you have to do and get her back.
Good luck with your plan of action. Sounds like a very good idea. Much better than just being miserable.
Today is one year since my breakup with someone I loved very deeply..it still hurts.
Best wishes smile
May 3, 2011
mellon:
That is a crappy place to be. I remember once feeling like the place in my heart that could get enthusiastic about someone new was just burned out, and it took me a long time to get over it. I hope that it's reasonably quick for you.

Good luck with your job quest. Remember that any experience (with the possible exception of being a greeter at Walmart) is good experience...
May 3, 2011

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