So I only just now realized that Emily, the cute girl at work, is the cute little chubby blonde I have been dreaming of all these years...we went out after work last night, as a sort of get to know each other, we traded numbers. Sunday I will call her and see about doing something; we both have mon, tuesday off. This is the one I want, all the others can fade away, I don't care.
but anyway.
Thanks so much for the support. it makes me smile <3
Amanda