ironbhr

my god i have to buy a shotgun!

so the fact that i'm sticking with family tradtion and am having a daughter as my first child has finally sunk in. well as much as it can be expected. my god i'm going to have to have the "why guys are so fucking stupid" conversation with my own child! funny thing is that as much as i wanted to have a son it figures i'd have a daughter. i've always said i wanted a daughter, so i can teach her to be the biggest baddest hottest woman out there. the kind of girl that is more likely to crush a man's soul then break his heart.
fuck what am i doing? am i ready for this?
we sit are around working on middle names, but we have the god parents all picked out. i sit around and worry about the future and what it holds for my little Sophia.

i can only hope that i'm as good a father as all my friends say i wil be. i guess i've had good traning dealing with my friends back home and my co-workers here. now all i have to do is get a better paying job so i can spoil my little girl rotten... at least indulge her ever chance i get.

never thought i'd be so easy to wrap around a finger so small...