don't ya hate it when you try your hardest and feel like you still drop the ball? i bust my ass day in and day out, belittling my own wants and needs for those who are important to me. but it still doesn't feel like it's good enough.
hindsight is a bitch. i always find i look back and see myself not measuring up to whatever standard i'm trying to look back with. not that i feel like a failure, trying my hardest and falling flat it completly different then not trying at all.
i find myself wondering at which point does all the hard work pay off or if it does at all. i often wonder if just going by instinct might be the best idea. just let it all flow. works for taoists...but at which point does one actually get the chance to work the angles yourself? can you force it? or will the world simply laugh at your attempts and crush you with happenstance?
hindsight is a bitch. i always find i look back and see myself not measuring up to whatever standard i'm trying to look back with. not that i feel like a failure, trying my hardest and falling flat it completly different then not trying at all.
i find myself wondering at which point does all the hard work pay off or if it does at all. i often wonder if just going by instinct might be the best idea. just let it all flow. works for taoists...but at which point does one actually get the chance to work the angles yourself? can you force it? or will the world simply laugh at your attempts and crush you with happenstance?
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Bill Hicks I mean, you perv.
It comes as no surprise to me that you love him. His sense of humor strikes me as right up your alley.
Perhaps that's why you and I get along.
Sarcastic prick.