after reading other peoples 20 questions i feel like i have more to say...well at least different 20 answers
1. i love the devil. i research him and happily play the (for lack of a better term "devil's advocate" defending him against the slander of "christians" i don't think he's a bad guy. if anything he's a guy just doing his job and should be commended for doing a damn good job of it. it must be difficult to bring order to chaos. i don't blame him for punishment after death. i'm free of guilt and don't have a sado-masochist streak in me big enough to believe that god will punish me for trying to live my life the best i can
2. i met my wife in the chat room of this site. can't wait to explain that to our daughter.
3. i'm very colse to my mother. dad and i don't really get along. but i'm defionatly mom's boy. i blame her for the way i am and love her for it too. she instilled in me the values that helped single me out in this world. giving me the confidence to what ever i do with the pride that my name is attached to every action
4. i love a good motto or one liner and have pulled many a line from movies and songs.
5. as much as i hate children they love me. i guess they can understand my logic. my wife thinks it's because i'm on their level (whatever that might be...high or low)
6. i forget to eat
7. i lost thirty pounds in one semester of college, drinking coffee and smoking. even though i was asmatic as have now smoked for ovedr ten years and feel that my lungs are stronger now then they ever were as a kid.
8. i covet knives and other bladed items. no man should be without a knife. it took me a long time to figure out how to respect a knife but once i figured it out i realized i couldn't be without one. i can't wait to go knife shopping with my daughter.
9. i learned a lot about women from the cat my room mate in boston had. she taught me how to think like a woman and helped me with my social skills. i owe everything to a stray my roomie's ex didn't want. no wonder his fiance called off the wedding. i like dogs for sentimental reasons
10. i would go insane if i had no control over my destiny. maybe i'm a control freak. maybe just a spoiled brat.
11. i'm very faithful without having to be religious. i believe in the saints as much as i believe in the devils.
12. i'm extremly lucky when i have to be.
13. i have a sister that i love whole haearted and hate with all my being. i joke that we have a great realationship as long as we're not in the same room. being she's five years older then i am (and a gemini) she thought she had the authority to tell me how to live my life. being the black sheep of the family i happily disappointed her.
14. i would love to live the life of a 14th centry blacksmith. there is something magical about working with metal. it came naturally to me. when i have the chance to retire i hope it is to a forge in the woods somewhere, so i can create works in metal, bringing a natural warmth and beauty to a cold hard metal
15. i am a firm believer in everything in moderation. even temptation
16. i wish i could translate my thoughts into words. the stories and theories that float around in mind, the images and vinettes that float through my gray matter blow my mind. i wish i could share.
17. i live very healthfully and take care of my body, dispite the fact that i eat more meat then anything else and hate green things (especial those fucking irish!) ((just kidding))
18. no i'm not!... (no...really..i am)
19. i have never denied being and asshole. being a nice guy i have denied. as i generally say i may have a black heart, but it feels my chest. fuck...did i just admitt i'm a nice guy?
20. i feel like i haven't done anything with my life. i constantly belittle everything that i do. i am small and insicnificant. especially now that my daughter is the center of the world and all i have to do with my life is keep her as spoiled as i possible can.
well that's about it it for me. it's time to go to bed. well a smoke then bed...then the alarm then back to work....christ does it ever stop?
1. i love the devil. i research him and happily play the (for lack of a better term "devil's advocate" defending him against the slander of "christians" i don't think he's a bad guy. if anything he's a guy just doing his job and should be commended for doing a damn good job of it. it must be difficult to bring order to chaos. i don't blame him for punishment after death. i'm free of guilt and don't have a sado-masochist streak in me big enough to believe that god will punish me for trying to live my life the best i can
2. i met my wife in the chat room of this site. can't wait to explain that to our daughter.
3. i'm very colse to my mother. dad and i don't really get along. but i'm defionatly mom's boy. i blame her for the way i am and love her for it too. she instilled in me the values that helped single me out in this world. giving me the confidence to what ever i do with the pride that my name is attached to every action
4. i love a good motto or one liner and have pulled many a line from movies and songs.
5. as much as i hate children they love me. i guess they can understand my logic. my wife thinks it's because i'm on their level (whatever that might be...high or low)
6. i forget to eat
7. i lost thirty pounds in one semester of college, drinking coffee and smoking. even though i was asmatic as have now smoked for ovedr ten years and feel that my lungs are stronger now then they ever were as a kid.
8. i covet knives and other bladed items. no man should be without a knife. it took me a long time to figure out how to respect a knife but once i figured it out i realized i couldn't be without one. i can't wait to go knife shopping with my daughter.
9. i learned a lot about women from the cat my room mate in boston had. she taught me how to think like a woman and helped me with my social skills. i owe everything to a stray my roomie's ex didn't want. no wonder his fiance called off the wedding. i like dogs for sentimental reasons
10. i would go insane if i had no control over my destiny. maybe i'm a control freak. maybe just a spoiled brat.
11. i'm very faithful without having to be religious. i believe in the saints as much as i believe in the devils.
12. i'm extremly lucky when i have to be.
13. i have a sister that i love whole haearted and hate with all my being. i joke that we have a great realationship as long as we're not in the same room. being she's five years older then i am (and a gemini) she thought she had the authority to tell me how to live my life. being the black sheep of the family i happily disappointed her.
14. i would love to live the life of a 14th centry blacksmith. there is something magical about working with metal. it came naturally to me. when i have the chance to retire i hope it is to a forge in the woods somewhere, so i can create works in metal, bringing a natural warmth and beauty to a cold hard metal
15. i am a firm believer in everything in moderation. even temptation
16. i wish i could translate my thoughts into words. the stories and theories that float around in mind, the images and vinettes that float through my gray matter blow my mind. i wish i could share.
17. i live very healthfully and take care of my body, dispite the fact that i eat more meat then anything else and hate green things (especial those fucking irish!) ((just kidding))
18. no i'm not!... (no...really..i am)
19. i have never denied being and asshole. being a nice guy i have denied. as i generally say i may have a black heart, but it feels my chest. fuck...did i just admitt i'm a nice guy?
20. i feel like i haven't done anything with my life. i constantly belittle everything that i do. i am small and insicnificant. especially now that my daughter is the center of the world and all i have to do with my life is keep her as spoiled as i possible can.
well that's about it it for me. it's time to go to bed. well a smoke then bed...then the alarm then back to work....christ does it ever stop?
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obrien:
Yeah it does, in some wierd way..... So what are the plans for Thanksgiving?
samanthakayne:
