of all the the things i've done, it's you i miss the most.
t minus 5 weeks
okay another countdown started. for all those invovled (as if you didn't already know) sam's coming out to me. july 15th i pick her up at the airport. god, ya you old man, thank you. i know i can't say it enough. but thank you thank you
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t minus 5 weeks
okay another countdown started. for all those invovled (as if you didn't already know) sam's coming out to me. july 15th i pick her up at the airport. god, ya you old man, thank you. i know i can't say it enough. but thank you thank you
enough...
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the two best rules for life today:
1. never tell anyone everything you know
nothing like sleeping in.....especially when you don't have to go to work for another couple hours. waking up at 2:30 am est. is the reson i don't nap after work....a couple hours of sleep and i've missed everything. nothing important though....well not that important. but hey at least i can watch...
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1. never tell anyone everything you know
nothing like sleeping in.....especially when you don't have to go to work for another couple hours. waking up at 2:30 am est. is the reson i don't nap after work....a couple hours of sleep and i've missed everything. nothing important though....well not that important. but hey at least i can watch...
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librarian:
Oh, definitely--I think anyone with a pulse would do him. 
niamh:
Bite me. XP
nothing like a little weather change to bring out the devil in me...well at least a sinus infection (thanks az!)
so the girl is coming to me in six weeks..let the count down begin again!
so why is that being i'm a guy, i'm the evil one at work? okay the run down...
my d.m is coming to "talk to me" friday. aparently she's suddenly...
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so the girl is coming to me in six weeks..let the count down begin again!
so why is that being i'm a guy, i'm the evil one at work? okay the run down...
my d.m is coming to "talk to me" friday. aparently she's suddenly...
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killgannon:
i would lawsuit it any way
grimjack:
Hey now....always good to see others having problems at work. makes my own work idiocy seem more trivial.
On the Afghan Whigs front, you didnt catch the Twilight Singers at the North Star in April, did ya? Sweet show....Mr. Dulli has a new covers album coming out sometime soon as well. Should be grande...
On the Afghan Whigs front, you didnt catch the Twilight Singers at the North Star in April, did ya? Sweet show....Mr. Dulli has a new covers album coming out sometime soon as well. Should be grande...
okay so some of friday's plan didn't work out....she was with a student not at her desk.
but after the intitional shaking and caressing everything was just perfect.
so now that i'm back, showered and shaved. i can sit back and think on things. that and wash the chocolate sauce off my jacket from the burlesque. thanks girls...knew it was coming and ducked but still...
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but after the intitional shaking and caressing everything was just perfect.
so now that i'm back, showered and shaved. i can sit back and think on things. that and wash the chocolate sauce off my jacket from the burlesque. thanks girls...knew it was coming and ducked but still...
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sexykitten:
Hey Hun,
Well you already know how I feel bout you and Sam and how lucky you are to have her but, once agian I am not saying anything you dont already know...Just mind your P's and Q's mister cuz I am always lurking in the back ground to kick your ASS...If Sam tells me to
Love ya sweets,
Kitten
[Edited on Jun 03, 2004 6:52AM]
Well you already know how I feel bout you and Sam and how lucky you are to have her but, once agian I am not saying anything you dont already know...Just mind your P's and Q's mister cuz I am always lurking in the back ground to kick your ASS...If Sam tells me to
Love ya sweets,
Kitten
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samanthakayne:
the countdown begins again, m'love. here we go!
one of the girls at work tells me that if you want to make god laugh tell him your plans...
so here it is...
get some sleep
wake up to the alarm
shower, shit and shine
pack
get some breakfast
go to airport
take off
wait out hour and a half layover in chicago
take off
land in denver
grab a cab
give address
go...
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so here it is...
get some sleep
wake up to the alarm
shower, shit and shine
pack
get some breakfast
go to airport
take off
wait out hour and a half layover in chicago
take off
land in denver
grab a cab
give address
go...
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samanthakayne:
i dunno 'bout making god laugh, but i know you made the goddess smile, love.
My father was Black, my mother was Decker
Believe me my friend, it doesn't get any better
Than rack and pinion reasoning, add a little seasoning
Cook at ninety eight point six degrees
Let me be the bull, and you be the pen
Such an easy way to glorify sin
If I am a horse, you're a Venus in spurs
Everything I have is yours,...
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Believe me my friend, it doesn't get any better
Than rack and pinion reasoning, add a little seasoning
Cook at ninety eight point six degrees
Let me be the bull, and you be the pen
Such an easy way to glorify sin
If I am a horse, you're a Venus in spurs
Everything I have is yours,...
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samanthakayne:
modest much? 
yes, i am lucky to have you... but you just wait, and i'll show you this weekend how lucky you are...
yes, i am lucky to have you... but you just wait, and i'll show you this weekend how lucky you are...
samanthakayne:
you're supposed to love yours more... but i'm sure glad you and mine seem to be getting along.
woke up all wet thinking of you this morning. and was still good, damn you. damn you damn you damn you.
tomorrow, lover.
i'm done waiting.
woke up all wet thinking of you this morning. and was still good, damn you. damn you damn you damn you.
tomorrow, lover.
i'm done waiting.
we interrupt the normal schedualed journal for something completely different...
okay it's been a rough few days. okay, so it hasn't but yerstday (wed.) was a bitch. this is what i get for being left alone with my thoughts...here's how it went down...
tuesday night i'm talking to my girl when i remember that i need gas and food might be a good idea. so...
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okay it's been a rough few days. okay, so it hasn't but yerstday (wed.) was a bitch. this is what i get for being left alone with my thoughts...here's how it went down...
tuesday night i'm talking to my girl when i remember that i need gas and food might be a good idea. so...
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samanthakayne:
hugs and snuggles on your rough day, there, baby. glad you got through it without jail time. 
i wanna go home early, lol. maybe next week
1. something that i'll have fun taking off later.
2. sex or a crying fit.
3. anything they sell at costco. or potatoes, rice, and beans. things you can buy in bulk.
4. i don't think i should answer this one...
i wanna go home early, lol. maybe next week
1. something that i'll have fun taking off later.
2. sex or a crying fit.
3. anything they sell at costco. or potatoes, rice, and beans. things you can buy in bulk.
4. i don't think i should answer this one...
binkymcqueen:
1) A furry bunny costume
2) By smashing 300 years of culture
3) tortillas and cheese hombre
4) If you are worth a grain of salt better get down there boy...and show her why she should care.
2) By smashing 300 years of culture
3) tortillas and cheese hombre
4) If you are worth a grain of salt better get down there boy...and show her why she should care.
time to answer question two:
in my respect for the devil (pleased to meet you won't you quess my name) after all the research i've done into relgion and what have you i have to answer this; yes there is a devil. there has to be, for i believe in god (the brightest bright) there has to be a devil (the darkest of dark.) but...
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in my respect for the devil (pleased to meet you won't you quess my name) after all the research i've done into relgion and what have you i have to answer this; yes there is a devil. there has to be, for i believe in god (the brightest bright) there has to be a devil (the darkest of dark.) but...
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samanthakayne:
outin' me in Scorpio's journal now, are ya?
see if i give you the goods again... now you should start gettin' nervous about those surprises...
see if i give you the goods again... now you should start gettin' nervous about those surprises...
samanthakayne:
re: your comment to ViolenceJack.
neither being a boy nor a leo will protect you from me... just the opposite.
neither being a boy nor a leo will protect you from me... just the opposite.
back to basics.
answer to question one:
i'm a firm believer in a higher power that rules the universe. someone had to write the story that i'm living. it doesn't really matter how you call it; jesus, buddha, yewah...shit thor and harry the thunderer are okay too. see my beef with religion is that it promotes it's self over others. having been brought up in...
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answer to question one:
i'm a firm believer in a higher power that rules the universe. someone had to write the story that i'm living. it doesn't really matter how you call it; jesus, buddha, yewah...shit thor and harry the thunderer are okay too. see my beef with religion is that it promotes it's self over others. having been brought up in...
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wofats:
And I stick handle as often as possible! ;-)
wofats:
I don't believe in God or a higher power... I don't disbelive either. I remember being 4 years old and asking my mother what religion we were. She said to me "I was brought up Southern Baptist, but I don't really put much in it. Your Dad was raised Roman Catholic, and believes but keeps it close and personal. You can decide what religion you are when you grow up and have had a chance to study them." So I was pretty much agnostic. There was never a need to worship or even question wether I should find something to worship.
I kinda hope there is one though. I would love an afterlife... Well I think I would... To be able to continue on in a sentient state... that would rule... I hope. If it sucked that would be a big dissapointment and I'd probably have to write a very tersly worded letter of complaint.
As to the Devil... I call it my will power and it can be evil at times.
Shite, I guess it turns out I'm a bit to low-brow to name a favorite classic book. Not that I haven't read a few in my life... I just couldn't call one out as a favorite. I guess I need a hot tea and a good dose of NPR to whip me into shape. ;-)
I kinda hope there is one though. I would love an afterlife... Well I think I would... To be able to continue on in a sentient state... that would rule... I hope. If it sucked that would be a big dissapointment and I'd probably have to write a very tersly worded letter of complaint.
As to the Devil... I call it my will power and it can be evil at times.
Shite, I guess it turns out I'm a bit to low-brow to name a favorite classic book. Not that I haven't read a few in my life... I just couldn't call one out as a favorite. I guess I need a hot tea and a good dose of NPR to whip me into shape. ;-)
damn my niece is cute wearing my boots.
okay..questions i want you to think about before you answer....as usual
1. what image/god/goddess do you pray to or thing about?
2. if you believe in the devil do you fear him?
2-a. if so why?
3. what is your favorite classical book?
okay enough of that for now...i'll post my answers later
okay..questions i want you to think about before you answer....as usual
1. what image/god/goddess do you pray to or thing about?
2. if you believe in the devil do you fear him?
2-a. if so why?
3. what is your favorite classical book?
okay enough of that for now...i'll post my answers later
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vikingwolfe:
Believe in a higher power... name him/her what you will, I still dig the "I am" as told to Moses...
Believe that there is some entity that holds control over darkness and negative energy... dont fear in the superstitious sense...
Man fears the unknown...
Still hold my guns to "Atlas Shrugged" - Ayn Rand
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Believe that there is some entity that holds control over darkness and negative energy... dont fear in the superstitious sense...
Man fears the unknown...
Still hold my guns to "Atlas Shrugged" - Ayn Rand
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samanthakayne:
there's something so... innocent about the way she lies there. hair across the pillows in a profusion of gold and red, curling underneath where it was wet with sweat the night before. closed eyelids as pale and thin as a baby's, blue veins shining through the tender skin. eyelashes gold tipped from days in the sun, and spiky as if they were still wet with last night's tears and champagne. lips tenderly swollen and richly pink, almost bruised from your kisses. hand curved into a little fist pressed against those lips, where she moved it when you slid out of bed, trying not to wake her. as your gaze slides lower, the curve of her neck shows more marks of your love. just the sight of them calls to mind her open-mouthed gasps, breath hitching as she came around you... again. shaking your head, you pull the blanket up around her shoulders, leaning over to kiss her forehead softly. sleepy eyes follow you around the end of the bed until you turn in the door to look back. 'i love you.' 'mmm-hmm.'
to sleep or not to sleep that ain't no question....
so fishing with dad was a bust. hooked up on my second cast...and that was the only hint of a fish i had all day. dad at least was able to land a couple nice trout. the guide sucked. changed our flies maybe once or twice, not really trying to find out what was working....
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so fishing with dad was a bust. hooked up on my second cast...and that was the only hint of a fish i had all day. dad at least was able to land a couple nice trout. the guide sucked. changed our flies maybe once or twice, not really trying to find out what was working....
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violencejack:
My copy of the book of five rings was translated by victor harris.
samanthakayne:
don't sweat the grammar... i don't see it when i'm sniffling over the sweetness of the meaning 
blah....blood sugar dropping...
tminus three weeks and hours...
did the math yesterday...some 500 plus hours...
why is everyone getting sick? what the fuck! i barely keep myself healthy (too much red meat, not enough veggies) and i'm making it! fucking hippies! eat a cow! live a little! grr....
sorry can't think too much right now...my mind is else where....
going fishing tomorrow with my dad....
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tminus three weeks and hours...
did the math yesterday...some 500 plus hours...
why is everyone getting sick? what the fuck! i barely keep myself healthy (too much red meat, not enough veggies) and i'm making it! fucking hippies! eat a cow! live a little! grr....
sorry can't think too much right now...my mind is else where....
going fishing tomorrow with my dad....
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samanthakayne:
lotion, eh? sounds like a plan to me. my shoulders are just the slightest bit pink from my day out w. ma at the zoo, so you can do me next - sound good?
where are ya babe? i miss you bunches...
where are ya babe? i miss you bunches...
wofats:
Hee hee, now you gots me n' stuff. I'm blanking.
and i was so gonna let you take advantage of me
hope you have a great weekend!!!