So lets see. I've just had this sort of moral question that popped into my head.
I often seem to randomly find myself almost instantly and dramatically closer to someone whom I start to care more and more about as I learn more about them.
I've been thinking about the things she's said, the way she presents herself to the world.
I can't help but wonder, despite all her insistance to the contrary, that maybe I would have been a better friend for her if we hadn't had sex.
My own needs aside. The confidence being with someone that beautiful has given me recently. I don't know if its all worth that I might have potentially helped her heal more without sex than I can with.
It really is only a matter of time before I'll do or say something stupid that might bring it all crashing down.
I often seem to randomly find myself almost instantly and dramatically closer to someone whom I start to care more and more about as I learn more about them.
I've been thinking about the things she's said, the way she presents herself to the world.
I can't help but wonder, despite all her insistance to the contrary, that maybe I would have been a better friend for her if we hadn't had sex.
My own needs aside. The confidence being with someone that beautiful has given me recently. I don't know if its all worth that I might have potentially helped her heal more without sex than I can with.
It really is only a matter of time before I'll do or say something stupid that might bring it all crashing down.
and.. the napkin was because she spilled half of her shot down her shirt.
Sober now, for a whole 6 months.