irishsteele999

Yahoo for low-level panic attacks at 1am, or not yahoo. I feel like I really am going to fail out of school, especially art class. I got really sick at the begining of the semester, an d fell behind really quickly, and it takes me awhile to complete projects anyway. So I have skipped, counting today, 5 classes at least. And it sucks 'cause the professor is my advisor as well, and I got an A- in his Painting I class last semester, even though I think I'm crap at painting. Working 5 nights a week, going to school, living not at home and paying bills, this shit is killing me (I pay for everythig myself, the 'rents don't pay any of my bills, so its not like I'm complaining for nothing. All the money I make goes towards rent, groceries, bills, etc. I'm an independent man, so to speak). If I drop out I feel like my parents are gonna say, "I told you so. We knew you couldn't hack it on your own. You suck." (ok, I don't think they would tell me I suck, but you get the idea) I don't know what to do anymore