I added pictures finally. They are of my girls. I will add more in a bit.
Things are good here. I am very very happy.
Life is SOOOOO GOOOD
Things are good here. I am very very happy.
Life is SOOOOO GOOOD
I just talked to my daughters and all the shit that I have felt is gone.
I miss them but they love me. They told me they love me.
My life is perfect.
I miss them but they love me. They told me they love me.
My life is perfect.
prettygirl66:
i can only imagine how hard the situation must be for you but i'm glad you got to speak to them and you're feeling better now.
antlong:
word up
Today, I went to see my therapist. I am feeling a lot better. I have some new medication to stop the panic attacks. Then I came home I got even better medicine. I got a letter and camera full of pictures from our daughters. I miss them so much.
I am feeling better. I am still very hurt by a person being crule. But I...
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I am feeling better. I am still very hurt by a person being crule. But I...
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I got hurt really bad this weekend. In the end, I realized that the decison to end a relationship was right. This person was a person I truly loved and would have done anything for and they were so fucking mean and hateful. I swore that I was sitting in the room with my mother. I am destroyed but I am done.
Ant: I PROMISE...
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prettygirl66:
i'm sorry you were hurt. i hope you feel better soon.
shanana:
Talk to your therapist for me... I need one. 
everything OK? 
I know nothing
everything OK? I know nothing Well, well, well, it is Sunday and in an hour I will be trying to call my daughters. This is my most favorite time of the week. For the few minutes that I talk to my girls. I spent a lot of money to fight for them to live with me. But when you are going someone who is getting a free lawyer and you...
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antlong:
stop changin ur damn name
You know, at first I started an entry because I got a nasty e-mail from a former friend. But since I had a chance to think and cool down. I will say this.
This person is a good person. She is a good mother. She can be a good friend. However, she and I can't be friends. I can't be around her. This is by...
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This person is a good person. She is a good mother. She can be a good friend. However, she and I can't be friends. I can't be around her. This is by...
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I ramble way too much.
prettygirl66:
i dont think u ramble.
thanks for the advice. i'll keep that in mind.
thanks for the advice. i'll keep that in mind.
Coffee - 3.00 Cheese Bagles - 2.50 Breakfast with my baby: Priceless.
Good Afternoon my friends. I have been trying to send all of you postive thoughts and love. Things are good here. It has been a week and I fiannly dont hurt anymore. Mostly because I have found that my TRUE friends are the ones who saw me fuck up and love me anyway....
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Good Afternoon my friends. I have been trying to send all of you postive thoughts and love. Things are good here. It has been a week and I fiannly dont hurt anymore.
Mostly because I have found that my TRUE friends are the ones who saw me fuck up and love me anyway.... Read More
Hi, my name is Buffy. Really my name is Buffy. I am 36 and I want to take control of my life.
Ok, first of all, anyone can read my journal again. My Irish told me that by blocking people because of one person is allowing that person to bully me. To runaway.
So, I changed it. I mean if I did not have an...
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Ok, first of all, anyone can read my journal again. My Irish told me that by blocking people because of one person is allowing that person to bully me. To runaway.
So, I changed it. I mean if I did not have an...
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Good Night. Good Love
antlong:
gnite. sleep tight.
gnite. sleep tight.