Mean people suck. 
My husband, my beloved, has been married before. His exwife who is already getting way to much money from us. Has decided that it is not enough and wants more. So she is taking us to court.
The court date: HIS BIRTHDAY!!! This is classic for this cunt. She served him divorce papers on his birthday, left threatening messages on my birthday, on an anniversary served us with court papers demanding that we pay her 4,000 dollars NOW because she lost the 5th job in 3 years. She is too lazy to work - too lazy or too stupid. She was even paid when we faced eviction. When we looked at selling everything that we have just to make rent. She still got money.
I am so fucking mad right now. Seriously, I have been dealing with shit because of another person who shall remain nameless. Out of the one thing they never could give me, RESPECT. I will never tell anyone anything but the good about this person. Because in my heart of heart, through all my pain, I still care about her. I still worry about her. I still see her now and then and I see the pain in her eyes. She is hurts so much. She tries to come off as the biggest cunt who ever lived, the baddest bitch, who is cold to the soul, but it is only an act, she is a scared little girl, who needs to be loved. The thing is, I saw that little girl, I saw it and loved her for it, and she told me to fuck off. She told me that I was mad about something I wasnt. She told me I was mad because I didnt fuck her. She reads my journals, she shared what I said in them with others. Still, I know her actions are out of pain. Someone so full of pain and hurt, sees there is no way out, to hurt someone else for just a for a moment so the pain in the heart is on someone else.
By reading this people may think that I want her back in my life. I don't I just want her to find her peace. Help for her depression and problems. Help for her to find peace and not pain.
With that I will close my journal most likely until the next year.
Love to all -
Happy New Year
Peace
B
My husband, my beloved, has been married before. His exwife who is already getting way to much money from us. Has decided that it is not enough and wants more. So she is taking us to court.
The court date: HIS BIRTHDAY!!! This is classic for this cunt. She served him divorce papers on his birthday, left threatening messages on my birthday, on an anniversary served us with court papers demanding that we pay her 4,000 dollars NOW because she lost the 5th job in 3 years. She is too lazy to work - too lazy or too stupid. She was even paid when we faced eviction. When we looked at selling everything that we have just to make rent. She still got money.
I am so fucking mad right now. Seriously, I have been dealing with shit because of another person who shall remain nameless. Out of the one thing they never could give me, RESPECT. I will never tell anyone anything but the good about this person. Because in my heart of heart, through all my pain, I still care about her. I still worry about her. I still see her now and then and I see the pain in her eyes. She is hurts so much. She tries to come off as the biggest cunt who ever lived, the baddest bitch, who is cold to the soul, but it is only an act, she is a scared little girl, who needs to be loved. The thing is, I saw that little girl, I saw it and loved her for it, and she told me to fuck off. She told me that I was mad about something I wasnt. She told me I was mad because I didnt fuck her. She reads my journals, she shared what I said in them with others. Still, I know her actions are out of pain. Someone so full of pain and hurt, sees there is no way out, to hurt someone else for just a for a moment so the pain in the heart is on someone else.
By reading this people may think that I want her back in my life. I don't I just want her to find her peace. Help for her depression and problems. Help for her to find peace and not pain.
With that I will close my journal most likely until the next year.
Love to all -
Happy New Year
Peace
B
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I liked the cartoon!!
I am glad you are better!!
kisses
KRISS
hope that you have a wonderful new years eve with your hubby and that things calm down for you otherwise!