irishsbuffy

Christmas is in a couple of days. I have been a good girl but my wishes are not for me this year they are for those who have touched my lives in one way or another.

To those who have supported me, I can only wish that you have only good and happiness in your lives in the coming year. I have grown to know an open my heart to so many and it is with your support that I am a better person.

To those who have hurt me, I give you thanks. Because of the challanges you have made me face has made me such a stronger person than I was before. I had to overcome the pain and the tears and I hope someday that you can overcome yours. For you only do what you are doing out of the imense pain. You try to make people think you have the perfect life. The perfect marriage, the perfect family. One day you find it is ok to say my life is a mess and not say "I'm Fine" Only when you need help will you get help.

To my family, I miss all of you. I wish that you could accept me for who I am and what path I have chosen. I know that my life is not what you want it to be. But I am happy. I have not been happy for many years and now I am. Cant you be happy for me.

To all those who have touched my life... thank you... Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.
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