The Twins are giving me a heart attack. I used to be a huge baseball fan. My dad and I used to go. The funny thing is that my dad and I shared a love for baseball and theatre. I love sports but am terribly not cordinated so I cheer don't play. I love theatre. As far back as I can remember my parents took me to movies and to live theatre. There was a time when I wanted to be an actress. That of course never panned out. 
Anyway, I was a big baseball fan until the last strike. I mean here were a lot of players who are playing for the money and not for the love of the game or the fans. I dont even follow the teams anymore. But it is the post season and the twins are playing the Yankees and it is TIED in the 11th inning. I cant look away. I mean it is like wanting to scream... they get so close and then the strike out.
When I lived in Oceanside, my roomate Mike would pace when a game was like this. He also cussed out the tv and thew things at the TV. Mike and I dont talk anymore because he was a liar. I think liars are not nice.
I have been reconnecting with friends that I lost touch with. I am happy because you dont know how much you miss them until they are gone.
I have one friend that we just stop talking to each other. There have been so many times I have wanted to call her and say, the next time we are in the same area lets not glare at each other. Lets just talk. I am not looking for a solution to world peace. I am looking to have a friend that I can talk to who understands me.
I thank all my wonderful friends and the new ones. I feel much better and look forward to journaling a lot more.
Shelby
Anyway, I was a big baseball fan until the last strike. I mean here were a lot of players who are playing for the money and not for the love of the game or the fans. I dont even follow the teams anymore. But it is the post season and the twins are playing the Yankees and it is TIED in the 11th inning. I cant look away. I mean it is like wanting to scream... they get so close and then the strike out.
When I lived in Oceanside, my roomate Mike would pace when a game was like this. He also cussed out the tv and thew things at the TV. Mike and I dont talk anymore because he was a liar. I think liars are not nice.
I have been reconnecting with friends that I lost touch with. I am happy because you dont know how much you miss them until they are gone.
I have one friend that we just stop talking to each other. There have been so many times I have wanted to call her and say, the next time we are in the same area lets not glare at each other. Lets just talk. I am not looking for a solution to world peace. I am looking to have a friend that I can talk to who understands me.
I thank all my wonderful friends and the new ones. I feel much better and look forward to journaling a lot more.
Shelby
antlong:
that was alot to read lol. interesting though. i wanted to be an actor but i figured it wouldnt pan out, and i would be working some menial job for the rest of my life wishing i would made better decisions. im thinking of possibly doing some theatre in manhattan this summer. it doesnt pay but its experience, and plus it feels alot better than doing it to make a living. maybe you should look around and see if you have any volunteer theatre near you. you never know, it could be the best time ever.
antlong:
yeah, trust me its a great feeling doing something like that. especially if theres kids involved and such. (as in putting on a shop for kids). you should call around and see if theres anything looking for amateurs, i think it would be a great idea.