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I have spent most of tonight writing letters I will never send as a way of threapy.

In one letter I told my mother that I just dont understand why she didn't want me what made her have me.

In another letter, I told my dad that I missed him more than life itself and wish that he was here to see that for once...
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There is nothing better than getting over the pain someone has caused you.

My life is perfect

Friday is my last day at work until January or I find another job. I knew this was coming but at the same time I am very shocked since I know there are people in that company who get away without working. Oh well....

I have about 5 months of Unemployment left and we are going to sell the Blazer for what ever we can...
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Happy Monday!

This very well could be my last week of work for a while. This makes me sad but I know in January I will be at work again.

The nature of my job is that it is seasonal. I will do temp jobs in the mean time and hopefully get unemployment.

I got a flu shot on Friday. It was not as bad...
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Went to the 80's night party last night. It was so much fun and then we went to a friends house for a party. It was so much fun. Today, we are putting up our Christmas tree.

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The CHRISTMAS tree is up. It is starting to feel like Christmas around here. We dont have a lot of snow but I have my hubby, my...
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I am making Christmas Cards out. It is funny this year because this is the first year I have not included the ever lame "Christmas Letter". I just dont feel inspired to write the words on the paper. My inspiration goes as far as signing names. Even then it all looks so forgien to me. I read my journal entries and they are so full...
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Do you know someone who is a liar and a hypocrite? Do you know someone who has a black heart and soul? I think the only way to describe a person that I met recently. To the outside world when the want to they are either the poor victim of life's horrid crimes or they are so happy the world is rainbows and teddy bears....
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I went to ground zero last night. Fun. Got a kiss from this total hotty. I wanted to take her to the bathroom and more than kiss.

We are going out tonight and then going out tomorrow. Hopefully I will get to see my hotty and pick up where we left off. She rocks... I want more.


A sign that things are getting better for...
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I was suppose to go to a party this weekend with some special friends but they had a personal personal problem come up because someone wanted to stir shit.

If I were to see that person I would say, Karma is a bitch and if I find out who it is, I am going to sing like a canary. I know a lot more than...
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So sorry about being negative latley. I have simply not been handling the shit that has been thrown at me. But today my hubby made things all better.

We are going to a party Friday night and there is this totally hot couple who want to play.

Waa Hoo

Buffy
Who can sleep with a clean slate

Doing Better... It is sad there are people in this world who only are happy when they have destroyed others. Well, happiness like that is fleating.

I am over people like that.

Kriss will write you soon.

This morning at 4 am I almost gave up. I almost cancel my account. Seriously. But I didn't. I am just a bit homesick and I am trying to deal with things have been thrown my way. Including having friends have not talked to me in months tell me that they have heard what a bitch I have been to a person and if I...
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