irishhotsauce

so i had this dream that i got a puppy and then my friend lost it. i woke up crying and i couldnt stop for a few hours. 15 years repressed "i want a puppy" inside of me just decided to come out. so i was really sad yesterday. i spent all morning looking at puppys to rescue . but i cant have a puppy in my appt so i cant rescue one bc they might call the land lord or something. i found this puppy on the net from this lady who lives by my parents. i think i am going to get it when its old enough
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its a dachshund. so it wont get too big so i can hide it if needed. and its cute as hell. i actually probably wont end up getting it bc its not a good idea, but i really want one. brian said we can get one in a year when we move, and thats awesome, i just want something now. i need someone to love me as much as brian does when i am not with brian. he said i could have his cat. i dont think his cat would like that, and my roommates stupid boyfriend is allergic so i cant have that either. i have my fish, and i love her to death. but its a fish, there is no sitting in your lap with that. i dont know. i just want a puppy. i have everything i need right now. i have a place to live, good friends, the man i want to spend the rest of my life with, parents, school ambition, a job, i just want a puppy and i would never cry or frown again. this year needs to go by quick