irishheart

Ok so I broke down and paid for a month. Not sure why, just checking things out again and seeing how I feel about things now that some time has passed. Yes I've deleted my albums, they may go back up in time but for now I'm gonna play shy.
So much has changed for me in the last 2 years. In the last 3...
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Ok so I'm slightly confused and VERY curious about who reactivated my account and why they chose to remain nameless.

Halloween is coming!

Here's a peak at my costume

http://suicidegirls.com/members/IrishHeart/albums/member/196251/

So I'm done with World Of Warcraft. My last subscription ran out this morning and last night I deleted several low level toons. At this point in time I can not see myself renewing. It just doesn't hold the same appeal to me as it once did. In fact if I got the right offer I'd be willing to sell the account. If I ever...
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So things are starting slowly to get better again. I still miss my unborn child but at least I'm not crying all the time anymore. My BF and I seem to be back on the right track. Hunting season has started so even my limited time with him has gotten even more limited. He's dealing with some drama concerning his ex right now as well...
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Been a week since I lost the baby. Thought I was handling it alright, turns out I'm not. I'm a mess, bursting into tears at the drop of the hat and getting angry at seeing the countless teenage mothers walking around with their babies(and taking it out on people I shouldn't) and the sleepless nights have returned.
Had my first argument with the new BF...
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I'm completely devastated right now. Had my second ultra sound and they couldn't find anything. It appears with the last bit of bleeding a I did indeed lose the baby. All I want to do right now is sit in the dark and cry. It isn't fair that a women who wants just to have the "perfect pregnancy" is able to get pregnant, carry to...
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So I've been living officially on my own for just over a week now. Just got my internet hooked up today. It's been an adjustment living alone again but I think I'm starting to get used to it. I do miss the noise and sense of family but this is good for me, where I am meant to be and anyways in a approx7-8 short...
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Got the keys to my new apt yesterday. Spent the day there, picking things up for it, and just hanging out with my friend. Took a load of my stuff in last night. I'm so excited, as of tomorrow I will be officially living there. I'm really excited about this because it's been over a year since I've lived on my own and exactly 3...
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So approximately a week and a half ago I discovered I'm pregnant! This to me is a good thing as I had previously been told I couldn't get pregnant without the help of fertility drugs. I've also had issues carrying, I've lost at least 2 in the past. So yesterday I had my first ultrasound to verify how far long I am and such and...
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So it's officially over. He was sentenced today and I think he got less then what he really deserved. Apparently he's already got a date for this evening. I can only assume this is with the woman he told me about several times if it hadn't been for me it would have been her. Well I hope she realizes she's second choice and I hope...
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So today's been pretty good. I got a call this morning about an apartment, going to see it tonight. If I like it it's mine and I can likely move in as early as August 1st. After I see the apartment, I am going to see the New Harry Potter with a girlfriend! WOO HOO!!!!