Almost got hit by a car on two separate occasions this morning. I know in my knee length gray coat and my bright green iris bag, it is probably hard to spot me. 
First brush with death was in a crosswalk, when the car was stopped to let people go. I figured, hey, she stopped for them, she 'll STAY stopped for me. Silly me....
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First brush with death was in a crosswalk, when the car was stopped to let people go. I figured, hey, she stopped for them, she 'll STAY stopped for me. Silly me.... Read More
So things with Holly are going pretty well. I didn't really have any expectations when I started talking to her, but so far she has exceeded all of the expectations I could have had. Holly is sooo nice, and she is really talkative, there aren't any awkward silences. We don't have British Lit tomorrow, so I won't see her. Hopefully I can catch her online...
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decayingyouth:
I hope you get a chance to talk with holly. I know i would like to see a picture of holly and i always enjoy see new pictures of you
angelicevilchik:
hey dear! haven't alked to you in a while. glad you had a good v-day and that things with you and your guy are going good 
you definitely need to get a pic of holly, i want to see her too! maybe, she'll become your girlfriend, hehe
you definitely need to get a pic of holly, i want to see her too! maybe, she'll become your girlfriend, hehe
I don't know what the hell I clicked or downloaded that gave me an assload of viruses and spyware shit, but Jesus Christ! I spent a good 2-3 hours last night (early this morning) trying to figure out what the hell what going on. I did everything I could think of to get rid of it. I have an anti-virus program, but for whatever reason...
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slipinsin:
That's what always happens when you're checking out porn on the internet... 
Why can't porn by spyware free? It's such a sad, sad world we live in... 
Why can't porn by spyware free? It's such a sad, sad world we live in...
slipinsin:
So get this...
Not long after I left my little joking comment about the spyware/viruses on your computer being the result of you looking at porn, my own computer became infected with several spyware/virus programs as a result of my looking at porn.
My home-page was hijacked, everything started processing slowly, and porn icons began appearing on my desktop... I jinxed myself by leaving you that comment. LOL.
Norton Anti-Virus found nothing wrong with the computer (I have an older version though). I then used a program called Webroot Spy-Sweeper to find and remove the problem. It worked. Three Trojan programs were deleted from my hard-drive...
However... Along with those programs went the rest of Windows. Somehow, Spy-Sweeper removed quite a few files that were vital to the proper operation of Windows XP. I could not get a single program to start. When I rebooted the computer, the system crashed before the log-on screen came up. I tried it several more times, and the same thing happened on every start-up.
I've tried several other repair options, and nothing is working. My computer is fucked. I'm going to have to reformat the hard-drive. All of my school files will be lost, as well as a large amount of music that I had downloaded.
Fucking porn-sites...
In case you're wondering, I'm using a friend's computer to type this... He told me not to look at any porn while I was using it.
Not long after I left my little joking comment about the spyware/viruses on your computer being the result of you looking at porn, my own computer became infected with several spyware/virus programs as a result of my looking at porn.
My home-page was hijacked, everything started processing slowly, and porn icons began appearing on my desktop... I jinxed myself by leaving you that comment. LOL.
Norton Anti-Virus found nothing wrong with the computer (I have an older version though). I then used a program called Webroot Spy-Sweeper to find and remove the problem. It worked. Three Trojan programs were deleted from my hard-drive...
However... Along with those programs went the rest of Windows. Somehow, Spy-Sweeper removed quite a few files that were vital to the proper operation of Windows XP. I could not get a single program to start. When I rebooted the computer, the system crashed before the log-on screen came up. I tried it several more times, and the same thing happened on every start-up.
I've tried several other repair options, and nothing is working. My computer is fucked. I'm going to have to reformat the hard-drive. All of my school files will be lost, as well as a large amount of music that I had downloaded.
Fucking porn-sites...
In case you're wondering, I'm using a friend's computer to type this... He told me not to look at any porn while I was using it.
FUUUUUUCK 
decayingyouth:
what's wrong?
I hope things get better.
I hope things get better.
thedevice:
hey
You know what?
I love you.
-Joshua
You know what?
I love you.
-Joshua
Note to self: Don't go all day without eating again. You turn into a royal bitch.
Anyway, that was MY day. Mostly spent in bed because everything was getting on my nerves and I just wanted out.
I just had some dinner so my mood is looking up.
Anyway, that was MY day. Mostly spent in bed because everything was getting on my nerves and I just wanted out.
I just had some dinner so my mood is looking up.
slipinsin:
When I go all day without eating, I get light-headed, and feel like I'm going to pass-out. I wish I could have spent most of the day in bed, as I felt like a big pile of dog-pooh (and not solid dog-pooh either, but the runny stuff). Instead, I sat through, and spaced-out in, two classes, simply because not going would hurt my attendance grade. I fucking hate professors who have a mandatory attendance policy. I'm paying to come to these classes (well, I will be paying once I graduate and the loan people want their money back), and I should have the right to not come if I don't feel like it, damnit!
Sorry, guess I'm feeling a little hostile right now. Working on essay questions (while taking short breaks to look at naked SG's) at 2 AM will do that to a person...
I wish I could have spent most of the day in bed, as I felt like a big pile of dog-pooh (and not solid dog-pooh either, but the runny stuff). Instead, I sat through, and spaced-out in, two classes, simply because not going would hurt my attendance grade. I fucking hate professors who have a mandatory attendance policy. I'm paying to come to these classes (well, I will be paying once I graduate and the loan people want their money back), and I should have the right to not come if I don't feel like it, damnit!
Sorry, guess I'm feeling a little hostile right now. Working on essay questions (while taking short breaks to look at naked SG's) at 2 AM will do that to a person...
I hope you all had a wonderful Valentine's Day. I did
Shael bought me irises "that would last forever" and a rose. He picked out the best Valentine's card I've ever read and wrote some really beautiful things in it. We went to dinner at this nice Italian place in town. We had my neighbor take a couple pics of us, but they came out...
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Shael bought me irises "that would last forever" and a rose. He picked out the best Valentine's card I've ever read and wrote some really beautiful things in it. We went to dinner at this nice Italian place in town. We had my neighbor take a couple pics of us, but they came out...
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flamesofhades:
Alright great Vday!!!Lets hear it for romance clap clap.. ohhh that was paula...
Too bad about the pic.. ohh well always next time!!
HadEs
Too bad about the pic..
ohh well always next time!!
HadEs
tallredmann:
Very nice 
Thank you everyone for the comments on the new pics of Shael and me. I still can't believe how beautiful they came out.
Speaking of Shael, I don't know if any of you have experienced this, but I'm coming to learn more and more just how difficult it can be to have a relationship with someone who is depressed. I feel helpless half the time....
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I still can't believe how beautiful they came out.
Speaking of Shael, I don't know if any of you have experienced this, but I'm coming to learn more and more just how difficult it can be to have a relationship with someone who is depressed. I feel helpless half the time....
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decayingyouth:
I can only imagine how hard it is to be in a relationship with someone depressed. I hope everything works out for you. Just be careful depression has a away of eating away at everything.
I love making new friends. So you shouldnt feel like a big geek.
I love making new friends. So you shouldnt feel like a big geek.
tallredmann:
Happy Valentine's Day
Found myself a new hobby. There's this really cool bead/jewelry store downtown. Went there yesterday and bought some beads to make a necklace. It came out really cool I think.
New pics are up. Sorry they are pretty enormous. I don't have a picture editing program on my computer.... I really should get one.
New pics are up. Sorry they are pretty enormous. I don't have a picture editing program on my computer.... I really should get one.
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tallredmann:
By the way, I like all your pictures, you are very pretty
My neck hurts like a bitch. On Tuesday, Shael came over between classes, and at some point during our rough housing, my neck was pulled one way or the other too far. It started near my shoulder blade actually. I've been heating it with one of those microwave pack things, but it just isn't getting any better. If anyone has any suggestions about how to...
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flamesofhades:
LUCKY YOU DIDNT PUT AN EYE OUT.....
thedevice:
awww dude, that was such a tease... now I'm not going to be able to sleep.
Just finished editing my first article for one of the campus papers. I'm really excited about it. I didn't write it or anything, just did some copyediting for format and grammar, things like that. My name is going in the paper as a staff member now. Wooohoooo!
Anyway, things with Shael have improved... again. It's funny how you can learn something about someone and then...
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thedevice:
I know I should be updating my own journal right now... but commenting on yours comes in higher on the list than my own.
just so you know my life has definatley been better since I 'met' you
Love,
joshua
p.s. I tried to make a screenshot of my desktop, but it's not working out... but here is my current background pic right now... I know you'll love it ROBY... Love her
Good night darling,
Joshua
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[Edited on Feb 01, 2005 11:16AM]
just so you know my life has definatley been better since I 'met' you
Love,
joshua
p.s. I tried to make a screenshot of my desktop, but it's not working out... but here is my current background pic right now... I know you'll love it
ROBY... Love her
Good night darling,
Joshua
[Edited on Feb 01, 2005 4:43AM]
[Edited on Feb 01, 2005 11:16AM]
angelicevilchik:
yay! you're gonna be in the paper! and as a staff member
i'm glad things with shael are going good again.. more hot sex to come? what am i talking about, of course there is!
i'm glad things with shael are going good again.. more hot sex to come? what am i talking about, of course there is!