iriseyes

things are ok. the talk with shael went well... included a couple tears shed on my part, but still it went well. i told him everything i wanted to, and i think he's learned his lesson. if anything, i know it made him feel shitty to see how upset i was about him not calling me and being a jerk. mission accomplished. is it bad that i went into the whole thing just hoping it would make him feel terrible? sometimes i think he's just a stupid boy, and doesn't think about his actions and their consequences before he does them. we've been together nine months, he should know by now, that not calling me will make me overthink and worry!! ah well, the bump has been smoothed and i am happy again.